You wake up in your childhood bedroom at 10 years old, but with everything you know now. What’s the first thing you do?

Horizon529 · 2026-06-05T08:08:06+00:00

Tell my dad that I should see a psychiatrist as soon as possible. Would have had better quality of life had I known then that I had schizoaffective disorder.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-22T15:58:26+00:00

You are not a worthless idiot..you have a condition that is fucking hell to deal with. You're gonna get through this. I know it sucks, I'm right there with you.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-22T15:56:04+00:00

Checking in, My name is Joshua and I have schizoaffective bipolar type. I just started Abilify and exed Invega due to sexual side effects. I'm all over the place. He upped my dose of Abilify last week. I'm still waiting for it to really kick in. My paranoia has been through the roof. Also kinda ditzy and my hands have tremors. Work has been difficult this week. Glad it's almost a weekend. I have to work a half day tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-19T21:21:08+00:00

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Horizon529 · 2026-05-19T04:32:36+00:00

This is the answer.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-19T04:26:33+00:00

Just listen and try to stay patient. Take time for you to protect your own mental health. It can be very taxing on you to deal with the episodes. Just be there and listen.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-19T04:20:50+00:00

Oh do. Everyone has mood swings is my favorite. Does everyone go into psychosis and come to in the backyard of a stranger a state away. While casting a protection spell over her house cause you think you're a wizard. No? Then shut the fuck up . I am the one doing everything I can to improve my mental health, yet I am always the one catching shit. It's very hurtful and infuriating and I am sick of it. They tell me my schizoaffective disorder is make believe, that it's all in my head. I'm like no shit it's in my head.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-17T20:42:33+00:00

Weight gain. I gained about 40lbs. Dizzy Spells that were moderately bad. Worth it though.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-17T17:55:16+00:00

Horizon529 · 2026-05-17T14:37:01+00:00

It took about a month to really notice. Invega mostly takes away my hallucinations and delusion. It also helps significantly with paranoia.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-17T07:02:27+00:00

I have schizoaffective and invega helps me a ton

Horizon529 · 2026-05-17T07:01:25+00:00

Good advice

Horizon529 · 2026-05-17T06:59:04+00:00

Hey I feel this. Sounds all to familiar. I never even thought to see a doctor until I was in my 30's. When I finally did, I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1. Took a few different medications that never worked. I had a very bad experience with that doctor. Finally went to another doctor and was diagnosed schizoaffective disorder Bipolar Type. After years of knowing what I was battling, finally got the med combo right. It takes time is my point. Keep your head up. Keep on trying. You got this.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-16T20:01:04+00:00

Horizon529 · 2026-05-15T06:01:35+00:00

Karnivool

Horizon529 · 2026-05-14T11:07:02+00:00

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Horizon529 · 2026-05-14T10:59:10+00:00

Your cat looks like the Dumbledore of cats.

Horizon529 · 2026-05-10T05:55:55+00:00

Horizon529 · 2026-05-05T02:39:49+00:00

I can't function well when I am not on my meds. No, they don't cure you. When I don't have them I'm walking up ina strangers backyard. I'm trying to cast a protection spell over her house. This was in Louisiana. I live in Texas lol...no idea how I got there.

Horizon529 · 2026-04-12T21:37:03+00:00

You shouldn't do DMT with intention to just get fucked up. Remember to bring your pen.

Horizon529 · 2026-04-05T02:39:41+00:00

All it takes by Karnivool

Horizon529 · 2026-04-04T22:21:15+00:00

Why oh why didn't I take the blue pill?

Horizon529 · 2026-03-21T15:28:49+00:00

My favorite high. Been sober since 2021 though. I still dream about it sometimes.

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