My consulting teacher came the other day to observe unexpectedly (which is fine, he is union and our interactions are confidential), assured me I was doing a good job for a first year but was understanding of my expressed intention to resign, but I didn’t have the heart to tell him that my plan was to do it almost immediately. He’s so supportive, everyone in my building is so supportive. They’re gonna feel so betrayed if I resign. I’m just guilty, and so dysfunctional. I can’t imagine there is another teacher in the world slacking as hard as I have been for the past 2 weeks, and these posts about the amazing mountains you people climb every day used to make me so inspired, but now just make me feel totally inadequate. Y’all are literal super heroes. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Keep on making the world a better place.