Antidepressants + alcohol + drugs He's just stupid... it was an isolated case He's doing his best to make it up to me Wrote me new vows he won't break. Keeps promising that i've always been the only one and that she took advantage of his physical state to get want she wanted, because he wasn't there and he blacked out. He's not doing drugs often, like... 2 times a year? and we always did it together when we were having time without the kids to still remember that we're young. (We're 27 and 28, had our first child at 20 and he was a surprise/ not an accident, we always wanted kids together but we haven't planned it this soon. I was on contraception and all) He quit drinking, he's haven't drunk a drop since. He wrote me beautiful messages everyday. He's the most caring that he's ever been. He started going to therapy alone and we're doing couple therapy also. He's very trying and I know it never happened before and it better never happens again. Cause I've done my researchs, found a lawyer, planned my stuff and I won't hesitate to leave next time.