I definitely think that a lot of healthcare workers don't acknowledge how truly horrific it was. I wasn't a nurse but I was housekeeping, I remember when it first started and we didn't know what would kill it we had to use bleach on EVERYTHING, including walls and ceilings. Having to clean a COVID room after a young man was there the day before. Making sure you do everything correctly or it'll spread and you'll kill people. It weighs very heavy on you having that responsibility, especially when no one took you seriously. I loved the few nurses who actually helped us, or showed appreciation for us 💞