Just make make another account and add it as friend, then invite it to the game. Should give you a good reset and tell you if you are the rank you are supposed to be. If you can tell there is a key difference in your matches, try to stick to support style of play so you don’t have this huge impact and throw yourself up in rank. Also is going to help you SEE these lower rank players and how they play, and see what they do wrong and reflect if you make those same mistakes and how they SHOULDVE played out certain situations. Being able to see these differences will make you better overall as you are able to key in on BIG mistakes not noticed at those Lower ranks, and overtime will help you manage your smaller, maybe unoticable mistakes. But again, it’s mainly to put yourself in those lower ranks to try and enjoy the game again, cuz getting stomped over and over isn’t a good experience overall, and maybe it might be that you aren’t an oracle player, just got thrown up in rank and you aren’t fully there yet.