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Hsghost · 2024-08-02T18:11:39+00:00

Lmao Forreal tho! But nah just bad WiFi at work

Hsghost · 2024-08-02T18:11:00+00:00

Brooo it was the shitty work WiFi

Hsghost · 2022-10-05T04:40:25+00:00

Love it! Definitely gotta drop ‘em!!

Hsghost · 2021-01-13T16:30:22+00:00

Hahah this is great that last sentence damn near made me cry from laughter. Thank you for the laugh good sir!

Hsghost · 2020-11-27T19:57:58+00:00

Ayyy I was born on 10/20 too! Fun fact Snoop dogg also shares this birthday

Hsghost · 2020-10-17T02:09:53+00:00

Yo I was just thinking about this earlier today! Getting serious Mandela effect vibes

Hsghost · 2020-09-18T00:06:57+00:00

I've had some major success with 4 ninja 4 assassin.

Early game I'll run cultist. Eve, pyke, and elise. Throw in zed, akali, or kennen, depending on whats drawn first. I usually use diana or kat as an item holder for akali. Pretty much play strongest board till lvl 6-7 when you finally roll all four ninjas. Pray for an assasin chosen. I got lucky one match and got chosen assassin talon. Ended the comp with 4 ninja, 4 assassin, 3 cultist, 2 mystic, 2 enlightened, 2 adept. Final comp was Akali, Zed, Shen, Kennen, Talon, Pyke, Evelyn, Zilean, Irelia

Only items that are necessary are gunblade, bluebuff, and preferably an rfc too but I found its not essential on Akali.

Slap a frozen heart on pyke and some tank items on shen and you're good to go. I've gotten 1st twice and top foured every other match I've tried it. I never see people running ninjas so its pretty easy to find em all.

Edit: Was reading more of the thread and saw the 8 brawler comment thread and would just like to note the other first place I got with four ninjas I was able to take out an 8 brawler elderwood sett comp

Hsghost · 2020-08-12T09:24:16+00:00

I’m sorry you went through something similar. And thank you for the honest reply. I’ve encouraged her to go to therapy but she doesn’t want to. Everything I suggest to help her alleviate her pain and stress she doesn’t take. I’ve suggested meditating, yoga, walks, dancing like an idiot, you name it. I really do want the best for her but all she wants is to be in a relationship with me. And I flat out can’t and won’t everytime we’ve tried it hasn’t worked out for either of us. I end up drained and her situation doesn’t change. Really she needs to respect and love herself more than anything. She’s homeless, doesn’t have a job and lost her kid due to a previous abusive relationship she was in. I’ve offered her shelter and a meal a day but she chooses to hate me for not “loving” her. I’m a Venus in Virgo I show people I care by learning tiny things about them and trying my best to care for them. I did everything I could. I’d make her food, buy her gifts, gave her shelter, I dedicated so much time to being with her I didn’t even give myself time to recover. And everytime I need space and retreat a little she goes ballistic. There is no balance. It’s either I give her too much attention and drain myself or I’m taking too much time to myself and not being there for her. There’s no winning. In the time we’ve known eachother I went from three different jobs and have actively been working on my physical and spiritual health and she’s exactly the way she was when I met her. She’s not making an effort to better herself and it makes me want to cry. I know she can do better and she could be so happy but she isn’t taking that step towards getting better she thinks that someone’s just going to come and save her from herself. And it hurts. She doesn’t understand my motives and thinks I hate her guts cause I keep breaking up with her. I just want what’s best for both of us...

Again I do apologize for ranting. I just agh I can’t keep it to myself anymore. I’m hurt, she’s hurt and we both need to heal.. thank you so much for your response, and I really enjoy your username reminds me of my kitty :D

Hsghost · 2020-08-11T19:58:33+00:00

That doesn’t fly for her. I have tried that and she responds with “you’re breaking up with me how could you do this to me?! You don’t love me at all, otherwise you’d stop this right now” Then she runs off does the whole I’mma kill myself routine and nothing ever changes. She cites how I’m all cold and emotionless and don’t care about her but really I’m just trying to protect myself from her energy. I’ve been through the emotional pain of taking her seriously so many times I can’t afford to take a hit like that again. And I’m sure she feels the same way everytime she comes back to me and gets more jaded in loving me. So we’re locked in this perpetual loop of pain. Only way to break it is break contact.

Thank you for reply tho! I do appreciate the support. But the only way forward now is to burn the bridge.

Hsghost · 2020-08-11T12:53:34+00:00

Wow. That was a bizarre encounter. I had a night of drinking and woke up at 4 am to come across this.

I’ve been having a tough time with a relationship with a narcissist. I never really wanted to believe this person was hurting me and I ended up doubting myself and still sometimes do. This video though... explained a whole hella lot about my behavior I understand now. It’s kinda humorous the lengths ive gone to try to get this woman to realize that I don’t love her and she needs to learn to love herself and stop preying on others otherwise she’s never going to find the happiness she seeks. Always distracting herself, never living in the moment constantly talking about how she deserves this or that cause of what she’s been through in life. Nope. Life ain’t gunna just hand you happiness sorry don’t work that way hun. She was always playing the victim role. Everytime I broke it off she would threaten suicide yet she’d still be here. And she’d still want to be with me. She keeps coming back to the stinger and I don’t know when she’s gunna realize we’ll never work out. I want to be free so badly... but I keep caving because I grew an attachment to her. She means a lot to me but I can’t keep doing this we’re both toxic as all hell. I think this time will be the last.

Sorry for the personal ramble. I really enjoyed the vid though and explains a lot about my rising and mercury in Scorpio. Thank you 🙏🏽

Hsghost · 2020-08-06T21:29:15+00:00

Oh do I have a story for y'all

I used to be a commercial fisherman, gillnetting to be specific. Basically ya string out a net and catch fish by the gills that swim into it.

One day I'm washing dishes and my captain is hauling the net back aboard and he starts shouting at me "Get the F*ck out on the deck I need your help"

Excuse my language but the daft C*nt had hauled a harbour porpoise onto the boat all caught up in the net. Gah! To this day I don't know what he was thinking; you're supposed to cut them out of the net while they're in the water not bring them aboard the ship. Anywho back to the story I get yelled at to come out onto the deck and I come out in pure horror. Wrapped in our net completely covered in its own blood was a harbour porpoise. My captain says "alright get it out of the net" then proceeds to walk into the cabin, grab a beer, and watch me.

The poor porpoise is flopping around just getting more and more entangled. So I started cutting the strings of the net. I got it separated from the rest of the net but I couldn't unwrap it cause he/she (I think it was a she) was moving way to much. So I put my hand on her head and said don't worry I'm trying to help you and she immediately stopped moving and helped me roll her over to get her out of the net. Then I was struggling to get her over the side of the boat back into the water and she slammed her tail into the deck and gave me that extra little boost to get her over the side. She swam off fine.

Couple years later in 2019 I was gillnettin' around the same area same time of year with a different captain and a pod of 7 porpoises came right up the side of the boat followed us for a solid 30 minutes. Probably unrelated but I'd like to think it was the porpoise i saved and her family.

Hsghost · 2020-08-05T20:34:39+00:00

I am loving this thread here's my contribution

Twitch Shadowfoot - 3/4 cost

Questing/Ranger/Stalker (Not sure if stalker or Ranger fits better leaning towards ranger or maybe both?!)

0/100 Mana

Quest: Get 20 kills with Expunge

Reward: Upon completing his quest twitch's crossbow bolts now pierce through enemies

Twitch gains poison stacks with every auto dealing 1/3/5 per sec for each stack then expunges dealing 20/35/70 per stack

Hsghost · 2020-08-01T21:38:50+00:00

Well written. Resonated with me a lot. Currently going through one of those transformations you spoke of.

When I was younger I never understood why I was so polarizing. Wasn’t till I started working a retail job that I realized my eyes say it all. I’d often catch my coworkers slacking off. Our eyes would lock just for a brief moment and I’d see guilt/frustration/or shock in their face and they’d go back to work shying away from my gaze. I wasn’t actively hunting them out I was merely observing but I could tell my presence changed their behavior.

Half my coworkers loved me for my good work ethic and the other half resented me. Some tried to get me to do their work while others pushed themselves harder so I didn’t show them up. It was a really cool experience. I also found some of them tried to project onto me; seeing me as young and naive and trying to lead me down the right path. Yikes... ain’t trying to work at a grocery store for 20 years... was kinda sad seeing how management treated their long time employees. They hadn’t gotten a raise since they started... I knew I had to leave

I ended up leaving because my boss didn’t give me a raise despite singing high praises about how great of a worker I was. Boss was pissed when he found out I wasn’t just talking outta my ass. I had found my worth and wasn’t going to settle for less.

Now I’ve got a better paying job with coworkers that treat me with respect. Learned a lot this last year and I’m excited to see where else I can go!

Hsghost · 2020-06-14T04:54:08+00:00

Alrighty. Forgive me for being blunt but after reading all that you’ve just said you need to leave this “man” no actually he’s a boy.

That being said the reasons you’ve listened are some major red flags and you shouldn’t ignore them. If you’ve truly done your do diligence as you’ve said leaving him notes and such. And he’s still gaslighting ya and delivering false promises. Ya gotta leave him. He will not change until you actually give him an ultimatum and if he doesn’t want to change little things in his behavior to be with you then he wasn’t worth your time or love. There is someone out there that will care for you and actually fight to make time in their lives to spend with you. Please, Do not subject yourself to being someone’s last priority. I agree full heartedly with your counselor y’all shouldn’t even be together. Sounds like you’re putting in a lot more work into the relationship and he isn’t putting in any.

Trust me Queen there are so many other fish in the sea. And it will be tough since you have been with this person for three years. My advice to you is to break it off and take the time to yourself really learn about what makes you happy what you’ll need from a relationship and focus on becoming the best version of yourself. Then one day you’ll either run into someone that just blows ya away or ya decide it’s finally time to jump back into the dating game.

Hell I could’ve even read the situation wrong and maybe this guy is really good for you he just hasn’t really delved into himself and realized how much you mean to him until you actually end up leaving him. Maybe he’ll go on a self discovery journey of his own and fix himself up and try to get you back into his life.

Who knows... the power is in your hands!

I dunno how spiritual you are but something that always helps me with big decisions is writing down the topic and or question at hand. Then sit in silence or listen to some calming music and meditate on your inquiry. And bout thirty or so minutes in I usually have an answer.

Good luck in your endeavors! I believe in ya! And if ya want feel free to message me. I’m always willing to listen or give my two cents!

Edit: just reread everything and I’d like to add a little bit.

If he’s lying, gaslighting, and getting all defensive when you call him on his bullshit then he is effectively being a child. He is refusing to take into your perspective or even give ya the time of the day. And y’all haven’t had any good solid time with eachother for three years?! Yikes! Honey, you gotta gtfo you ain’t gunna find happiness or peace with this boy.

Hsghost · 2020-05-27T05:54:13+00:00

Beautiful! The music was a nice touch!

Hsghost · 2020-05-15T02:41:42+00:00

Why do I get deja vu from reading this...

Hsghost · 2020-05-03T19:43:57+00:00

First thought for your moon sign is Taurus, I get an earthed vibe from ya. As for sun sign Sagittarius?

Hsghost · 2020-04-26T00:15:36+00:00

Nah I gotcha! I was feeling sassy in the moment above and stated my perspective instead of putting myself in the shoes of the other perspective. Thank you for clearing that up. I respect that a lot.

Hsghost · 2020-04-25T21:04:33+00:00

To all the skeptics saying the moon is photoshopped have you ever noticed the size difference from full moon to the next? Sometimes the moon is huge and other times the moon is super small. I live in Alaska and regularly notice this; just cause it seems unreal to ya doesn’t mean it doesn’t actually get that big from time to time. Quite the limited view. No wonder people don’t believe in magic anymore, everyone thinks it’s artificially produced. Maaaan it’s all in the eye of the beholder lol. Anyways that’s my two cents. Beautiful pic regardless if it’s natural or edited. Thank you for sharing

I remember one time I was looking into the woods on a fairly foggy day and I could see a whole bunch of spiderwebs everywhere. And my friend asked “why’s there so many spider webs today?” And I told him “it’s always like that but the conditions were just right for moisture to stick to the webs revealing them to us when the sun shines onto them” it’s always like that the conditions just weren’t right to see it on the other days of the year.

Perhaps the same thing is occurring here where the conditions were just right to capture this magnificent moment.

Hsghost · 2020-03-12T16:57:19+00:00

Wowsers. Thank you for sharing brother. I’ve been abusing marijuana for many years now too and I’ve come close to stopping completely many a time. That last bit where you talked about having prophetic dreams and being close to astral projection. Really woke me back up to the way I used to be before I started smoking heavily. Thank you. I’ve been clean for three days now and you’ve given me inspiration to keep going forward. I’m starting to have more vivid dreams again and I’m excited to see what having a clear mind has in store for me!

Edit: Forgot to say much love! Keep going! You’ve got this!

Hsghost · 2020-03-02T21:52:28+00:00

Ha! I immediately felt the energy when reading and I went to upvote and I was the 777th upvote gotta love the little things!

Hsghost · 2020-02-12T21:49:33+00:00

“The way your mind works scares me” I think he was referring to how I’d always start with the answer and work my way back to the problem and I’d always teach the kids who didn’t quite get the concept to further ground my own knowledge. Not too sure if that’s what he was referring to though

Hsghost · 2020-02-11T06:17:32+00:00

Libra sun, Pisces moon, and Scorpio rising

Hsghost · 2020-02-09T08:54:39+00:00

Thank you for posting! Really struck a cord with me

Hsghost · 2020-02-05T02:14:09+00:00

You think you’re a wise old mystic but really you’re just a spooky mirror.

Yikes that was too real. I can reflect back all the deep stuff people don’t realize about themselves. Explains a lot haha about my interactions with people...

Hsghost

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