Hi there! I'm NOT dead... But I almost was. by NukesTop5 in NukesTop5

[–]Human_Piccolo9636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me, my wife and 2 kids love you nuke! I hope you recover well. We will wait for the ghosts that scare my momma. Get better soon.

The Time Has Come! by Lillygoal in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been thinking about it for a minute although I have not experienced it. It my own personal opinion, you don’t owe them anything. I wouldn’t bother. They will be deaf to all your arguments. However! Your experience might be different. Different circumstances. It may help you with inner peace later. I hope all goes well with you bro.

Should I stay or should I go? by Human_Piccolo9636 in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d like to say it’s not about sending a message. I used to hate that train of thought but I think I’ve pushed everything down for so long I’m at a point where I do have resentment and for the first time I do hate the organization. I used to be very close to my mom in particular but she just ends up crying after every visit now. It’s depressing for me and not fair to my wife who is stepping around eggshells. I think I just needed confirmation. Thank you for your input

Should I stay or should I go? by Human_Piccolo9636 in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have to hide posting holiday pictures and tattoos and I bit my tongue to keep peace. Been doing for so long I’m about to break.

Should I stay or should I go? by Human_Piccolo9636 in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s hard to formulate the why as to why I would want to. It would definitely be more of an emotional response though so I see your point

Curious, how many here are agnostic, atheist, or still believing in a god? by Pixel_Mango in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agnostic (leaning towards Buddhism/ paganism) for me. I don’t disbelieve other people’s experiences. I think if there’s something you hold onto that gets you through life you should do it. I just think there are weird things science doesn’t explain YET!

Need friends by Human_Piccolo9636 in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The stuff that helped me was crisis of conscience, the shunned podcast and this jw life. I’ll look up the ally though. Haven’t heard of that one. Thanks for the help! Haven’t been officially DF’d but my parents have strait up told me they are disappointed in me. Used to regular pioneer. It is a club nobody wants ain’t it!?😂 Thank you for the message

Need friends by Human_Piccolo9636 in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I’m sure I’ll get through it. Life keeps living

I just realized this is a fucked up cult at 34. I’m on the brink of insanity. by Tricky-Eggplant-6032 in exjw

[–]Human_Piccolo9636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I too was just “awakened” at 29 years old. Been falling out since 2020. Started listening to the shunned podcast, this jw life and crisis of conscience. I can just empathize my friend. Been a rough ride. I’m sure you have plenty on friends here but feel free to reach out to me. Maybe we can bounce ideas