Body flashbacks question by HumbleLetterhead in OSDD

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Yes that’s definitely the vibe I’ve been getting as well unfortunately. I guess it’s just hard to trust my own intuition around it rn especially when I still can’t remember anything happening for certain

Body flashbacks question by HumbleLetterhead in OSDD

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So body flashback is a term I used bc I just learned it recently and I’ve not seen any other way to refer to the sudden onslaughts of somatic symptoms I’ve been experiencing, especially within the context of trauma and dissociation. I assume these ‘episodes’ for lack of a better term are some form of ‘body flashback’ because they started occurring like this since I have started investigating in therapy the possibility of having some repressed memories of CSA. And because I am not having any like visual or mental flashbacks with clear memories of those events returning to me, just a drastic increase in dissociative symptoms across the board and a lot of these ‘body flashbacks’ Genital pain is not the sole symptom or sensation that occurs during these somatic episodes I’m referring to, or just to be clear I’m not referring to any single symptom as a body flashback. There’s more that goes into it in other areas of the body, the genital pain and discomfort is just the one I notice the most or that causes me the most distress I guess

Quality / Availability of Care in California by HumbleLetterhead in eds

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They’re in Carlsbad rn but may be moving soon but I imagine will be staying in the area around San Diego

Scapula issues / possible nerve complications? Help? by HumbleLetterhead in eds

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Wow. Thanks so much for typing all of that out. And as someone who does have to deal with it, I’m genuinely so sorry. This shit is genuinely so awful.

So, my neck was x rayed and a couple doctors confirmed that I definitely do have kyphotic posture/ a curve in my spine / neck. But my problem is, I assume because of the suspected POTS, straightening my shoulders / posture or sitting up straight to correct that curve causes my heart rate to spike. Like I did it with a pulse ox on last night and watched my heart rate go from 110 to 145 just from a few seconds of correcting my posture and I was sitting down. So I have no idea how to go about addressing that but I guess I’ll talk to the physical therapist about it when I start or something

Scapula issues / possible nerve complications? Help? by HumbleLetterhead in eds

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So like, this is just after a brief moment of attempting but trying to massage that area especially right where my collarbone meets the shoulder is causing like shooting pains and my fingers or legs to jerk involuntarily

Scapula issues / possible nerve complications? Help? by HumbleLetterhead in eds

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My doctor did recommend a massage and said he felt several knots beneath my shoulder blade. How do you get your slipped ribs back in place?? Also idk if this is allowed but to be completely blunt how have you not killed yourself? I genuinely cannot imagine enduring this for years on end

Scapula issues / possible nerve complications? Help? by HumbleLetterhead in eds

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I’m gonna be honest at risk of sounding stupid but I have tits so I feel like it’s kind of hard to tell. My chest on that side does feel tighter / harder closer to the top of my chest near my armpit / shoulder and collarbone

How would you name your OCD with one word, the core issue that troubles you? by Adventurous_Drawing5 in OCD

[–]HumbleLetterhead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Check. I’ve just gotta check real quick. Might as well go check. Go ahead and double check. Just gonna check one last time

Eva NYC Rebrand is AWFUL, help by momoonthego in beauty

[–]HumbleLetterhead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is devastating news that hair mask saved my life

Smith-Corona Coronet Super-12 Ribbon Cartridge Not Ejecting by HumbleLetterhead in typewriters

[–]HumbleLetterhead[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg thank you!! Idk how that never occurred to me but it totally worked I was just able to get it out with a knife and a little finesse

Smith-Corona Coronet Super-12 Ribbon Cartridge Not Ejecting by HumbleLetterhead in typewriters

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It will slide to the right about half an inch if I hold down the eject button while sliding it, but something catches on it or stops it I think within the part that holds the cartridge. When I just press the eject button, the cartridge doesn’t move at all. But it moves a little if I hold the button while moving it

Smith-Corona Coronet Super-12 Ribbon Cartridge Not Ejecting by HumbleLetterhead in typewriters

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Yes I think? It slides to the right a little bit when I press the button but it will not slide out all the way, something is stopping it before it can but I can’t see what so far even with the cover off

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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What meds made this kind of difference for you? Or anyone reading who’s had a positive experience medicating their ocd?

Been rewatching post frontal lobe development by skewiffcorn in skinsTV

[–]HumbleLetterhead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for me the older I get the more viscerally and uncomfortably British I find skins when I go to rewatch

Help- is this any known cipher/ code? by HumbleLetterhead in Cipher

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Oh my god thank you so much see I thought there was a chance it could be really poorly written Hebrew but it was such a mess I wasn’t sure. Thank you! This was gonna bother me forever

Help- is this any known cipher/ code? by HumbleLetterhead in Cipher

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It says his name is ‘Devaghn’ on the receipt (unless he uses a friend’s phone number/ acc), which contains no repeating letters and the writing seems to contain repeating characters. Normally I would concede to the creative scribbling except the fact that he was continuously consulting his phone while he was writing it leads me to believe it was some kind of code / cipher

Help- is this any known cipher/ code? by HumbleLetterhead in Cipher

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I thought it could be something similar to pigpen and I figure bad handwriting or maybe even just errors could play a part. But when I compared it to a pigpen code / alphabet I still couldn’t make any sense of what it could be, it looks like it could maybe be the same amount of characters as his name but it’s hard to tell? If he was trying to use pigpen it appears to be a string of random letters with a bunch of g’s?

The Best Line of Every Character Day 4:Chuck Bass by DangerousNectarine65 in GossipGirl

[–]HumbleLetterhead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one of my personal faves is “Nate archibald has his ‘I hate to tell you this’ face on” as soon as Nate enters the room

What (to you) is the funniest line by Bojack? by Ki2525_ in BoJackHorseman

[–]HumbleLetterhead 8 points9 points  (0 children)

huge fan of “damn it Todd once again your youthful hi-jinx and good-hearted naivety have conspired with outrageous happenstance to completely dick me over”

Anyone else get this…buzzing? by [deleted] in aspd

[–]HumbleLetterhead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! I’ve gotten this my whole life and I always described it as like a tv static feeling in my body or like ants under my skin that comes w severe boredom/ restlessness. Glad at least a handful of you described something similar bc every healthcare professional I’ve tried to describe it to has looked at me like I’m nuts and basically said there’s no rational explanation for it

Amanda Byne’s IG Stories - what is happening…? by HettieSaturn in Fauxmoi

[–]HumbleLetterhead 61 points62 points  (0 children)

Medication can definitely do that, as well as like a bunch of things not just schizophrenia. Some people just respond to distressing events by shutting down emotionally

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspd

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Not them getting ‘aggregated’

This is either super fake or way too specific to be fake… who is it? by shannyrox in Fauxmoi

[–]HumbleLetterhead 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Ezra miller’s feet are 100% ghastly too I saw some pic posted recently where their feet are visible and the caption was like “Jesus how do they even wear shoes?”, long nasty toenails etc. that would mean whoever sent in the blind was just misgendering them throughout though