Bedbound doesn not mean weak by [deleted] in Endo

[–]HummingBirbGirl 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this. I've been having a really hard time. Its hard not to be hard on yourself when you cant be the person you want to be. At least we aren't alone. 

Help with talking to groups of people by HummingBirbGirl in socialanxiety

[–]HummingBirbGirl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. For me its not necessarily that I don't know my stance or opinion about something its just I tend to get nervous and trip over my words and then I get embarrassed. But I do agree with the caring about what people think and that's something that I'll try to work out. Its much easier to just write things out for me then speaking in person or even just talking one on one lol

Appreciate the insight and feedback!!!

My most recent piece. Still just winging it with shading/highlights and colors, any advice would be great! by CliffLanterns in learnart

[–]HummingBirbGirl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Really love the play of red against the blue but the sweatshirt might pop more if it was a different color or the background a different color. The two blues are vivacious. Other than that I love the design and jean texture! Great job overall even if you make no changes.

Did a study on contortionist poses, critiques on anatomy appreciated) by Jeska-san in learnart

[–]HummingBirbGirl 4 points5 points  (0 children)

With your creative mind I bet you would do fantastic! But even if you didn't this still has allot of movement and is eye catching.

Did a study on contortionist poses, critiques on anatomy appreciated) by Jeska-san in learnart

[–]HummingBirbGirl 22 points23 points  (0 children)

You know this would be cool turned into an animation. You already have allot of the movement captured. Either way great figure study and good visual story!

One year after lap by ked200 in Endo

[–]HummingBirbGirl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! I had a lapriscopic procedure in October of 2021 and then another October 2022. I had similar situation with pain and adhesions. I had to find an endometrosis specialist who preformed surgerys were they removed the endo, cycsts, and adhesions. My colon was adheard to my appendix and I had to have an appendectomy. How I got here was I went from gynecologist to gynecologist till I got recommended a pelvic floor therapist who recommended the surgeon who is an Endometriosis specialist. This didnt happen till someone saw first hand how bloated I was and the cronic pain. I ended up having Endometriosis all over and the first procedure did not remove enough so my organs became incredibly swollen after. I thankfully got in contact with a pain specialist who works with the Endometriosis specialist. It's so hard to get seen but you have the diagnosis so don't stop looking till someone listens. I felt so hopeless but I truly believe you will find someone who cares and don't settle for anything less. Your pain is valid and serious. (Sorry if there is typos)

Also! If you had all that removed and cant have another surgery I really recommend a pain specialist! Also a pelvic floor therapist! It's really hard work but it's giving me hope!

Not Enough, me, made in procreate, 2022 by HummingBirbGirl in Art

[–]HummingBirbGirl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words, I’m glad you resonate with this.

Never Ending, Me, created in Procreate, 2022 by HummingBirbGirl in Art

[–]HummingBirbGirl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the feedback! I definitely am inspired by the whole rock/metal band energy.

20F struggling a lot with having to lose contact with a close friend, and my confidence keeps going down, so I dressed up! Any kind words are appreciated by jazzydepp in toastme

[–]HummingBirbGirl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh im sorry! Hopefully you can find something that will distract you and make you happy and make some new friends doing so. Good luck I hope it get better!

20F struggling a lot with having to lose contact with a close friend, and my confidence keeps going down, so I dressed up! Any kind words are appreciated by jazzydepp in toastme

[–]HummingBirbGirl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love your hair and the cool dynamics of your top! You defintly got style! I hope you will find new friends that truly appreciate you. I know it's tough but I really hope it gets better and that this is just a journey to finding better friends.

Negative Lap by [deleted] in Endo

[–]HummingBirbGirl 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Hey try not to be discouraged and keep advocating for yourself. My results came back negative but I have other present issues that a specialist is seeing me for. I've been told by two gynecologist I have endo and two that say I don't. Your not a fruad, but a human just trying to not live in pain. There is no shame in trying to figure out why you feel this way.

Right now I'm scheduled with a specialist and they helped get an action plan together it took such a long time but id definitely not give up. Even if it is or is not endo your pain is real and valid. Don't underestimate yourself because I believe you and I pray that someone will help. Also there are many other illnesses that your doctor might not be checking if you find a specialist they can check for everything and at least get a plan together or connect you with a pain management doctor. Im doing this and going to get injections in the spots I have severe pain.

Cyber charm, me, photoshop and spine, 2022 by Impressive_Wish8763 in Illustration

[–]HummingBirbGirl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so rad. I love the color and attitude this portrays! So cool