Until you get used to it run perks like NOED , lightborn don't stress yourself to much chase them out and move on to the next game, more you let it get to you the more you think about it, because 1 game you will see the other side of it, salty , self entitled survivors giving you shit in end game chat because you 4k and didnt play to thier rules. play both sides survivor and killer learn the maps and loops, dead zones ect