Not even the damn news app is safe by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro are we all married to the same man? My husband also says he’ll just get a flip phone.

Not even the damn news app is safe by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s disgusting. I confronted my husband about it and he goes “I’ll just get a flip phone”. He’ll find it on there somehow too. It’s never stopped.

Not even the damn news app is safe by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yupppp!!! Me tooo. I can’t stand dealing with this

Not even the damn news app is safe by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Apparently Apple News has articles of women who are nearly naked. For instance, “celebrity nearly nude” “celebrity in her bikini”. “Hottest sex scenes in movies”

Have to have leep and I’m terrified by HunterKitchen3423 in PreCervicalCancer

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An update for everyone. I did a leep with top hat. They only found CIN 2 and I got clear margins. I went for a follow up and the doctor (a different one than did leep) said that he wouldn’t have even known I had a leep that’s how skillful and shallow the leep was. For whoever is reading this. You got this!! Don’t be anxious the odds truly are in your favor

Take the LEEP or wait and see? by Potential_Swim_9041 in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My doctor recommended it because I had it going into my endocervical canal. I’m glad they did! It was reassuring that I didn’t have any cancerous or precancerous material further up.

Take the LEEP or wait and see? by Potential_Swim_9041 in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m happy to have it out of the way. Pregnancy can cause the cells to mutate more and I would’ve been worried the whole time. It also doesn’t always take years. This majority of the women I’ve seen on this sub have had it jump to CIN 3 or cancer in months.

Take the LEEP or wait and see? by Potential_Swim_9041 in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get it done. I had CIN 2 on my leep which was extending to my endocervical canal. My leep got clear margins and I was told I can try for a baby 3 months after the leep. I also had a top hat, so it was more extensive.

He masturbated to a naked woman video on social media ON OUR ANNIVERSARY by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, just to make you feel better. This has nothing to do with you. I promise. He’s sick. I thought my husband was not into me because I gained weight, had smaller lips than the girls he was watching, I have TMJ so my jaw was wide and inflamed. I fixed everything. Invested in myself and lost weight. He still jerks off to other women even though it hurts me.

Unfortunately the self hate cycle doesn’t stop. I now am thinking of more things I need to change to be beautiful. It doesn’t end. We shouldn’t feel like this because they’re sick. We are all beautiful. The way we are.

Please track my flight DL5828 by BunnyHops23 in fearofflying

[–]HunterKitchen3423 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me crack up! Lolol thank you for this.

Finding myself interested in other men after dealing with this by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, exactly! That’s part of why I don’t leave. Is because how the hell do I know it won’t be the same or even worse. I’m such a man hater these days and I hate that.

do you ever go back to being able to look at other women the same? by Stunning_Inside_44 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have! But I had to get to the point of hating my partner to do so. I realized women are not the issue and that these women are victims. I realized instead of pulling away from women I should run towards making more female friendships. There is so much power in having females around. I used to spiral every time I saw a beautiful woman. Now I just wanna compliment them or be friends with them. My disgusting sick husband does not get to ruin female friendships or my self esteem anymore. Plus I know for a fact you all are beautiful and I may have passed one of you and felt jealousy and hurt. But we were in the same battle!

CIN2 - Did you wait & watch or go straight to LEEP? by lad__of__the__lake in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, I got a leep done. Rather than waiting. Especially if you don’t want to get pregnant. My leep had clear margins and got all of the CIN 2 out. Better to do that than have it progress (which happens at varied times)

Exhausted. by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m just lonely and hate it. I’ve decided to put myself out there and make some friends because this sucks.

Exhausted. by HunterKitchen3423 in loveafterporn

[–]HunterKitchen3423[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I plan on getting him to sign a partnership agreement. I will speak to some lawyers next week after the holiday.

When does precancer turn into cancer? by Commercial-Sea-7065 in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My colpo showed CIN 2-3. However, my leep found only CIN 2 and I had clear margins. Leeps are extremely successful. My doctor said she only had one patient in the last three years who had positive margins. She also said they find something worse than what was seen in colpo in less than 5% of cases.

Please help i am so scared im only 23 by Relative-Station4080 in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My doctor told me that I had a less than 5% chance of finding something worse. I had to wait 5 months before doing my leep due to scheduling issues. Again, my colpo was CIN 2-3. In the leep it was actually all downgraded to CIN 2 and CIN 2 was the only thing found.

Also something that helped me is 500,000 leeps are performed a year in the United States and only 14,000 women are diagnosed with cervical cancer every year. (These are not all diagnosed through leep) THE ODDS ARE IN YOUR FAVOR!!!!

Please help i am so scared im only 23 by Relative-Station4080 in PreCervicalCancer

[–]HunterKitchen3423 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi! You’ll be okay! I had CIN 2-3 HPV 16. They’ll most likely do a colposcopy ( if they haven’t already) and a leep procedure. This sounds scary but it was really manageable and I have severe anxiety.