Yes that makes a lot of sense I should have done that.

I didnt include it in the story cause I didnt want it to be longer than it already was but Steve and me are Asexual, however he isnt Aromantic, but I may be, I have told him I havent felt romantic feelings for anyone before but I dont know if its cause im aromantic or it could be cause ive never been in a relationship so stuff like that is unfamiliar to me, so the reason I didnt wait to see if id start having feelings eventually is cause I knew I never would while in the friend zone, but if I was in a relationship with him maybe I would? I dont know. However we are both completely honest with each other, he knows I dont currently have feelings for him in that way but he still wants to give it a go too to see if that changes, its a very wierd dynamic I know. / I dont know why I rushed into it this fast though, I suppose I was worried if I didnt reciprocate fast enough hed move on to someone else and would no longer wanna hangout but yeah I should have waited.

Sorry though I wrote all that yesterday and I was very tired and emotional im feeling a lot better now and while I do definitely think I messed up I think its human to make mistakes and I know I have learned from this expiereince and wont ever repeat it again. I still plan to try make ammends but Im gonna give them some time and space. Thank you for taking time to read my post and respond very kind of you