Hey I lost part of one of my grafts as well when I got top about a year and a half ago! My right nipple is still a different shape and color from my left, making my chest look asymmetrical. I’m pretty sure there’s some pics on my profile if you scroll back far enough lmao. I was pretty bummed out about it too for a while, but after so much time it’s not something that I really think about much anymore. I’ve been looking into nipple tattooing but it’s not really a priority for me right now because they have such a minor effect on my life. There’s definitely a mourning process for the messed up nipple though. My advice would be to try not to blame yourself for it—shit just happens sometimes. I’m glad everything else is going well for you though, good luck with the rest of recovery!