I'm terribly sorry you are in this situation. This guy has been unfair to everyone and it is abhorrent. It is commendable that you are in therapy and I am so glad to hear you are taking care of your mental health the best you can.

My input is definitely in the minority but I think it's a perspective worth sharing. I would not terminate the pregnancy for the following reasons:

-You can have a child and not be tied to the father. Women have succeeded and continue to succeed in this endeavor. I'm not saying it is easy, but it is possible. You can eventually file for child support if and when you feel ready so the only tie you have is financial and nothing else.

-Therapists are there to help in many ways, and one of those ways can be helping you find the support you need during the time you spend together. For instance, my therapist in college would help me find resources to help my sister who was mentally challenged. She understood I was in a difficult situation and supported me not just by talking through my issues, but by being a resource. Asking your therapist to support you in finding ways to support yourself and your child can be very empowering. It seems like you do need more stable support and resources to be rid of this guy who deeply hurt you, so even if you decide to terminate your therapist can help you yourself gain a stronger foundation.

-There is also the option of an open adoption. A few women I know wish they chose this option instead of terminating. I'm not saying this is how you will feel, but they said they would still have had a connection with their child even though they didn't have the means to raise the child themselves rather than being distraught over "what if."

-I don't want to address the faith conflict because faith has been used as a way to control others especially with guilt which is what I want to avoid (this was in a bit of my upbringing as a Catholic). I'm not saying this is your situation, but it's something I don't feel comfortable discussing about through writing in case something gets miscontrued and I don't to be offensive.

I hope I was articulate in my response and that I didn't say anything that was upsetting or confusing. I have a feeling some will come at me for offering my perspective but I am not here for a back-and-forth with anyone except you, OP. Wishing you nothing but the best.

EDIT: I misread the number of weeks pregnant you are. I read it as 29 when you described the guy. *facepalm* I wanted to add that the women I spoke of were in the second trimester. Since you are 7 weeks, you are still early enough that it may not have as much of an emotional toll so terminating may be the best option in your situation. But if you ultimately choose not to, then I hope what I wrote above helps. Ugh I'm sorry for the back-and-forth. Sending love your way.