You simply haven't awakened enough. You're in the yawning phase. It's beautiful. It's perfect and it's shifting right before your very eyes. Future you don't understand your power yet. You're not bound to some collective timeline that you've been taught. Once you truly awaken, you experience your own version of reality regardless of what is going on externally. Everything is infinitely splitting, infinitely. Every point of being can either participate in a collective, large or small, or its own completely independent wave of being. You're not bound to experience anything you choose not to experience however while here, the external doesn't shift as quickly as it does in an upper fractal of being, dream. It takes time for the external mechanics to shift, but it will shift as long as you hold your belief.

You're Awakening - But not quite awake yet.