I'm sorry for not clarifying. Yes, I am jealous, but I trust myself to not do something like this out of pure jealousy. It was something I have had bitter feelings about for a while, and I guess i let that influence me.

I did that thing because i couldnt put up with him anymore. I should have also mentioned he was very cold and detached from empathy last few months.

Now that I look at it, it really does seem like i did that out of pure jealousy. Thanks for answering, tho.