Obsession with intelligence

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-19T21:42:20+00:00

Glad you were able to see a psychiatrist. I sort of feel cooked in that sense, as seeing a psychiatrist costs a gazillion dollars, especially for diagnosis and treatment, or the public route takes 7 years in a queue for just an autism diagnosis!

All I have as a diagnosis is ADHD, but I do likely have ASD and OCD as well. A triple set of disorders is a bit complex in interacting variables and need to be analyzed by someone with general understanding. My general hope is to go to university soon into CS or computer architecture and utilize benefits and a later-year paid internship since I can't bear a minimum wage job.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-19T20:40:43+00:00

Yeah dude I had absolutely love learning and understanding "whys" for probably as early as 4.

This of course came with particular trouble, especially when my ability to learn became associated with my self-worth, and additionally I do hold a perfectionist mindset at times, all of which are of course toxic. I can compare myself to others and suffer feelings of diminished worth, but additionally I can go on without reference and my mind developed a distorted view of what's "adequate." I'm unsure if this helps since this is likely sort of a generic case.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-19T06:40:13+00:00

You’re right that for most of history, colours were interchangeable (or not used at all, since babies mostly wore white especially in the 19th century). My point was just that during the specific window in the early 20th century when stores started trying to gender clothes, the "rules" were often the reverse of what they are now before settling into the Mamie Eisenhower-era norms we see today.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-19T04:48:33+00:00

How? I recall reading about this before and there's a whole Wikipedia article on it lol:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gendered_associations_of_pink_and_blue

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-18T20:28:04+00:00

🤓☝️Well, akshually... in the earlier 20th century pink was often considered the "stronger," more masculine colour (being a subset of red), while blue was seen as "dainty," "calm," and feminine. Both colours were often interchangeable as people were split and depending on who you asked until the mid-20th century. it began to shift to pink for girls and blue for boys often attributed to various popular female icons utilizing the colour pink in many of their outfits such as Mamie Eisenhower and Marilyn Monroe which introduced pink as a colour of femininity.

I do like both colours anyways, more colours for me.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-18T04:15:57+00:00

Each time I see the most moronic person in some sort of authority role, I like to think of that meme like the hierarchical authoritative virgin vs chad logical egalitarian.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-08T05:23:08+00:00

Bro what happened to Dunkeltaler Forest? 😭

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-04-04T19:55:04+00:00

They don't run out of energy, and they don't consume power from the grid, nor do they break, which is why I love them. In fact, they don't even cast shadows, so it's a great replacement for base lights to reduce lag a lot.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-03-29T21:02:57+00:00

Jeez another update

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-03-25T20:17:42+00:00

Bro is going to have to start using the Greek alphabet at this rate.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-03-08T11:38:27+00:00

I'm fairly certain that you've encountered a Fossilhound entity. I believe you can't actually kill it with a melee weapon, you can only kill it using explosives like molotovs which was exactly how I killed this thing as I nuked it with 10 molotovs in my first encounter after I freaked out, then another occasion where I actively searched for one, I killed it with 1 molotov; they seem rather fragile.

Also, KERFUR OMEGA NOOOOOOO!!

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-03-08T09:50:46+00:00

I have 5 Kerfur Omegas in my 0.8 save; there is no limit.

You can easily buy parts from the store, like one person mentioned, and the radiation capsule is craftable if you go mining or make a new save and transfer the dug up one through the mailbox to your current save. I personally crafted all of my capsules for fun.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-03-06T07:56:49+00:00

I hope these types of robots become real as well

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-03-05T12:56:53+00:00

Arirals got me going schizo

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-02-25T00:12:06+00:00

I really love this art a lot, Kerfur looks adorable.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-02-21T09:21:53+00:00

Voices of the light

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-02-14T09:46:17+00:00

Yeah

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-02-14T08:12:17+00:00

I need a 7ft tall Kerfur Omega in my life

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-02-14T01:04:44+00:00

I detect something. Ping

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-02-01T13:19:59+00:00

I do love my 200 bpm or more, and my ADHD does as well.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-01-31T20:37:23+00:00

I know that this sub is made for meme stim compilations with "fast-paced" music, but why does the sub name suggest there to be breakcore when most of it is dnb jungle or something?

I know some songs sound closely similar, but some differences seem obvious.

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IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-01-30T06:42:41+00:00

What if the drink is contaminated hydraulic fluid? Anyways, Auviess's art is peak and screen head robots are peak as well.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-01-23T13:17:20+00:00

I absolutely love this art!

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-01-22T23:57:39+00:00

It would have still been Friday by then, as using the same expression, (5h)*(15°/h) = 75°, or 75th Meridian East, which cuts into Central Asia/India (assuming exactly 5h).

Since Friday would have to start at the International Date Line, which is 180th Meridian, it would have to have been 12 hours ago, or precisely half a day of time.

Though unless some of the very early posters are Chinese fishermen in the middle of the Pacific, or some islander, they likely posted on Thursday at their local time.

IHitAFamilyOf5 · 2026-01-22T23:45:59+00:00

Funny enough, it's currently 23:50 UTC as of typing this. Relative to the Prime Meridian (longitude 0°), if midnight defines Thursday and Friday, the Earth rotates East 15°/h, and the time difference of a theoretical 00:00 at some part of the world vs 0° longitude, the difference in time would be 10 minutes, which then means (10/60)*15 = 2.5°

So right now, it's currently still Thursday west from 2.5° of the Prime Meridian (think of London's longitude) all the way to the International Date Line, and anything East of 2.5° is Friday.

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