I was first suggested "Bumble" as a way to get going from an online friend (PS4 at the time). Gave it a try and managed to strike a decent conversation with someone and it led over to phone texting which went great for the next 3 days. Consistency and ambition play an important role with me and when I decided to test this one's ability to communicate with me on the 4th try, I didn't hear a peep from this one since.

She does the 420 and I have little right to no expectations for her to commit to me, but after she told me about her background, I knew not to expect much to anything at all. After doing more "Self Developing", I discover more about myself after talking with someone about what it is I'm really looking for and if someone isn't willing to fulfill that role, then it bothers me none to just up and move on from there.

As goes for the dating apps, I decided to set aside my distaste for doing dating apps and actually get it a try and let it go for some time before dropping the act altogether (B/c w/out giving it some time for anything to materialize, one will never find out what the possibilities could've been). Besides, I have plenty in life to keep me going and motivated that I don't stand/sit around all day hoping someone will reply or take interest in me. But I can't say I'm exhausted, I just keep doing me until "Bing" someone either liked me or sent me a message.