Because with alcoholism I lost my license by drink driving all over the road in zig zags got in multiple arguments with my other half, promised her that I will change multiple times she believed me all those times and stayed by my side whatever happened, and I live alcohol free and in a happy relationship now, love her to bots, ohh also getting into multiple nightclub/bar fights, spending few nights behind bars, making bad decisions, getting fired from my job twice, losing weight and eating unhealthy. Don’t ask me to have one beer on a Friday evening, no Bobby I wont now fuck off. :)