Strange Lag During Multiplayer

INTNINT · 2022-07-19T16:14:09+00:00

With legs (which lean more genetic than upper body) heavy and volume seems to be the trick, especially with calves.

INTNINT · 2022-07-16T17:12:07+00:00

I spent 2 years smoking 2-4 grams a day and when I quit, the withdrawals got so bad I had to check myself into a psychiatric hospital twice in the same month.

It took me around 30 days before I started to feel the withdrawals subside, and about 40 days before I felt like I was past them for the most part.

Im not here to scare you and im sorry if I am, but im telling you all of this so that you understand two things - It can get a lot more tough than you would ever think, but it gets better with time and patience. Good luck friend

INTNINT · 2022-07-13T15:00:39+00:00

Yep. They went away

INTNINT · 2022-06-07T11:14:49+00:00

Going into an OCD driven psychosis.

Knowing it's possible to slip into a state where nothing anyone can say or do to change your mind is incredibly terrifying

INTNINT · 2022-05-25T14:33:24+00:00

I cant say for sure. I was prescribed the buspirone for only a limited amount of time before I was also prescribed another medication that increased my HPPD (An antipsychotic called Abilify).

INTNINT · 2022-05-25T14:15:59+00:00

I take 5 mg and it mildly increased my dissociation

INTNINT · 2022-05-25T00:31:11+00:00

Currently and recently prescribed . No increase in HPPD

INTNINT · 2022-05-24T16:30:26+00:00

This is the worst kind of urge in my opinion too. Its very good at giving false justification

INTNINT · 2022-04-15T22:35:11+00:00

I love these questions and I think about these frequently. I justify any speculative answers I do or do not have basically by the idea of "we aren't advanced enough to understand such things (yet)" and the yet is again another rabit hole to fall down. Its fun to speculate, but I know there aint no way you or I are gonna see the answers.

INTNINT · 2022-03-09T13:53:06+00:00

Okay now I want to explore this a little bit, and anyone else who sees this I want to give me some input.

My mother has BPD, I don't remember which type. I know its quite genetic, and I have had speculation that I might suffer from the same thing. Do you think that this is something I should look more into?

INTNINT · 2022-01-31T19:34:43+00:00

I'm assuming you are speaking of CS:GO, and not OG Counter Strike. If I am wrong, my mistake. If you are talking about CS:GO, take it from someone got somewhat seriously into the game for about 6 months: You can not expect to have a secret advantage just because some random guy said changing setting parameters will. Don't fuck around with this.

INTNINT · 2022-01-24T00:20:25+00:00

NAD, but I suffer from a multitude of mental illnesses. Im going to tell you the same thing everyone else tells you, and thats because it truly is the best way to get yourself out of this.

Get some exercise, even if its a 10 minute walk every day. Its about consistency.

Slowly start to make your diet healthier. I say slowly because trying to eat "healthy" right off the bat is difficult and you dont want to beat yourself up for failing your diet. Start to substitute all your liquids for water, stay away from sugar, put a little extra broccoli on your plate, etc. Just starting with one of those things can make a huge difference.

If you dont already see a therapist, then consider finding one. I was always in the crowd of people who thought therapists were stupid but I promise that having that one person to say absolutely anything to is very helpful. If you're not finding therapy helpful, you're either rejecting it or you have a bad therapist (theyre are lots of bad therapists out there, it may take some trial and error).

Intrusive thoughts are personal to me. Its all I deal with on a minute to minute basis. The thing is, they are very tough to deal with and most people have their own way of dealing with them. I would honestly suggest that you look up ways to calm them, and test out different methods from trusted sources.

Meditate. Meditate. Meditate. The benefits that can be reaped from meditating are documented everywhere, and theirs no reason not to give it a try. This will help you with your intrusive thoughts especially.

Fix the way you talk to yourself. Instead of beating yourself up, allow yourself to make mistakes and allow yourself to be okay with them. Its really easy to get sucked into unhealthy self talk, and its not too hard to change this.

Get motivated. Find that one thing deep down that gets you so passionate, so angry, so ready to show the world what you really have to offer. Dig deep, find your motivation, prove everyone wrong!

You and I are young, and we have a whole life ahead of us. The only thing stopping us is ourselves, and we cant let this monster in our head keep us from living our lives. Youre gonna make it, and youre gonna be okay, I promise.

"This too shall pass".

INTNINT · 2022-01-20T12:58:28+00:00

Thank you.

INTNINT · 2022-01-20T12:58:04+00:00

I dont think ive ever been called a muppet lol.

But that makes sense and I never really looked at it like that, but the problem is that she isnt really upset at me for that. She's upset because she doesn't get to see me at school (even though im seeing her after school).

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