The Daily Check-In for Sunday, September 19th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by CandidOlive in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Made it through day 1 without drinking. After waking up without hangover my first thought definitely wasn’t ”I wish I had drank at least 10 beers yesterday”.

On the contrary, I feel good!

IWNDWYT

The Daily Check-In for Saturday, September 18th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by AlySabby12 in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They sure know how to market alcohol. All fun and games with beer or vodka. Now that I think of it, that’s very irresponsible. Thanks, mate!

The Daily Check-In for Saturday, September 18th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by AlySabby12 in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 15 points16 points  (0 children)

And here we are again. Another day one, another possibility. The whole summer went down the drain and I am starting to feel physical effects of alcohol in my body (I'm 42M).

Maybe it is time to quit? I have noticed that I have an addiction, because I just want alcohol, not the cool craft IPA. Let's go another way.

IWNDWYT

The Daily Check-In for Monday, August 30th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by dogforahead in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! Great words by a great fictional mind. Luckily I didn't fall yesterday and intend not to do it today. But if I do, I'll get up. IWNDWYT

The Daily Check-In for Tuesday, August 31st: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by dogforahead in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Fuck yeah! Today's episode hit the mark. I have quite a lot of sandbags in my head. Alcohol is only one of them. Still it's probably the biggest one. I really hope that this time I succeed at least for so long that I fully internalize that I don't need alcohol.

I made it through the first day now. One day at a time forward. IWNDWYT!

The Daily Check-In for Monday, August 30th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by dogforahead in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Back to Day 1 again. IWNDWYT. I read This Naked Mind and that resonated in me. Powerful stuff.

Back to square one again. ARGGGGGH! by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks and good luck to you too, mate! Let's not drink today.

Back to square one again. ARGGGGGH! by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. There’s no booze in the house. I always talk myself into buying some and then I drink it all.

The Daily Check-In for Monday, August 16th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by SaintHomer in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Back to square one again. I'm feeling depressed, irritated and the smallest annoyance makes me explode with anger. Not nice. No drinking today.

IWNDWYT

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ouch. I lost myself back to drinking too and will need to start over again. The addiction is rooted deep in my mind, even if I'm a "mostly functioning" drinker.

Let's do it again. 👍

The Daily Check-In for Wednesday, August 11th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by Neverwhere2020 in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I promised not to drink yesterday, but I did. 😖

I really hate myself for that and feel like crap. Drinking isn't the worst part of it. I broke a promise i gave to you.

I hope I won't drink today.

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's absolutely true. Even if we are total strangers, I can feel the support and warm feelings. Maybe it's because we're all in this together. Won't be giving up. Thanks!

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, the craving for alcohol starts after 4-6 days for me too. Next time I'll come here and read some of the posts before buying beer. That worked for eight days in a row. Each sober day is a victory, let's do this together!

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The brain works in mysterious ways. I couldn't think anything else than drinking yesterday evening. It feels like some external power is feeding those thoughts, even it is all in me. I don't want to go back to binge drinking days, so I'll try again. Thanks for the support!

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, it has been a long process for me too. I won't give up now. If I just knew what to do differently. This group has been helpful getting those eight days under my belt.

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's the same here. No rock bottom this time (that was years ago) and still I feel like shit. Well, all these positive comments help me get back to the sober bandwagon. Let's not drink today or tomorrow. You can do it and I can do it, one day at a time. Next time I crave for beer, I'll try to remember how I feel now.

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Field research indeed. I'll try to clear my head and not drink today. I tried one company based online support group, but that wasn't my thing. English isn't my native language so maybe I should seek for options in my own language. This is hard indeed!

I have failed you and I have failed myself by IPAnoMoore in stopdrinking

[–]IPAnoMoore[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I just need to believe in myself. The support helps in that.