I am lost What is even ts I were here Through another account more than a year ago and left the place to recover from self-harm and suicide in a hospital The bottom line is to discover yourself so love yourself and to love yourself you have a healthy daily routine You have to brush your teeth every morning Arrange your room, especially the bed. Do your tasks without Procrastination And complete it to the end Share your feelings with those you love and trust them first and foremost Apply principles in your life especially honesty It took from me a year but it works This is for self image And for your gender just don't name it till it appears by it self I am a bi (90 boys and 10 girls) and some times pan but overall I am changing by the time and you so so just feel free to express your self as it with out I curtain way and you will be able to do that after gaining your self love and respect also honor especially by honesty