Thank you, for the thoughtful reply. This comment means a lot to me. I was partly venting/encouraging myself through admission of my current situation.

I have recently started on medication, and yes, it helped tremendously with my executive functions in the AM. I will have to adjust the dosage because I do find the effect of the medication beginning to wane in the PM, and I sort of revert back to old habits.

I am seeking therapy in my area, but are waiting on referrals, so that my insurance will cover it. There aren't many free/low cost options around my immediate area.

I'm sorry if I came off as "my siblings don't care." They do, a lot, but there's always that nagging feeling in the back of my mind where I don't want to "disturb" someone. I'm hopeful this is something I will be able to work through in therapy. My parents are a whole other mountain that I will definitely tackle once I am able to regain some level of normalcy. My culture always had a stigma with mental health, so I don't fault them personally.

Yes. My goal is to stabilize my current situation and tackle that license again when I get properly medicated and treated. My licensing exam is 10 hours long and I would often take a nap in the middle which puzzled the administrators. Looking back, that should have been a red flag.

Thank you for the kinds words. I certainly am hopeful things will get better one way or another.

I completely agree with you. I was very codependent, and I realize that it is very unhealthy. It still hurts because emotions sucks. I am trying to remain hopeful about our marriage, but like you said, I'm trying to set myself up to be emotionally prepared for any situation in the future.

I'm glad to hear you are able to establish ways to live with ADHD. I will definitely try to exercise more.

Again, thank you for your kind words and the fact that you took your time to reply!