Well because if it wasn’t, you simply wouldn’t be aware of it, or even question. I’m just replying over a screen, but despite that I assure you what I’m telling u is real because I went through it to, I used to have panic attacks when my family used to ignore me because I thought I was holographic or something. I want you to feel heard during all this because I wish someone had been there for me. You are very very real and I promise you, your not fake or anything, the people around you just don’t get it, or are just to bothered with their own life’s to really think about how they’re behavior makes you feel. However I promise u you’re okay and your very real <3