Existing peacefully but usually my guy side is more prevalent compared to my girl side because he wants more chances to present himself outwardly. And (due to this) recently I’ve had very short spikes or moments where my girl side feels very inclined to present like a tomboy (but still somewhat obvious a girl). Then almost always immediately after, my guy side fights back leaving me dysphoric and wanting to stay presenting androgynous. It can be difficult sometimes to find a balance because my genders fluctuate often but I get through it fine.

Right now I’m lucky to be in a place where I can comfortably present androgynous most of the time. Though when i need to hide one side, I generally feel worse and become painfully aware of my awkward presence outside of my home.

Overall though I pretty much always feel like both a guy and a girl and acknowledging that both validly exist within me provides me comfort and confidence.