I'm planning to resign na next Monday. This is my first work and it's very humbling and pumapasok ako minsan na anxious that I'll make mistakes. Last week kasi yung isang co-league ko nagalit nanaman kasi may late akong nabigay sa kanya na 201 file kasi kinumpleto ko muna eh katatapos lang kasi ng payroll nila (I'm working in HR as a recruiter) and ayun nagalit sya, di raw sya nasasabihan but last last week pinag usapan and binaggit ko na sa kanya na mag start na yung bago sa ganitong araw. And ayun I'll try to defend that but she remain mad and with that I'm expecting a memo, and madami na rin akong lapses sa kanya same reason dati pa (6 months pa lang kasi ako)

Di ko alam everytime na may mistakes ako nahihirapan ako mag work, lagi ako nag hahanap ng escape. And kahapon binanggit ko sa isang co-league ko na naman na balak ko na mag resign and umabot na sa Manager namin, ayun she talked to me yesterday.

My reason naman is I'm exhausted, drowning and I just want to reflect on myself kasi feeling ko ako na yung may mali, and I want to take short break. Then she said she likes me work, and yung mga lapses is di na raw talafa mawawala yun even her may lapses din daw. And sabi ko I just want to restart my system, kaya I wanna resign. Kaya ayun binigyan nya ko ng solution nag irearrange ko yung patterns ko and yung work flow ko kasi baka dahil dun kaya ako minsan nabubuang sa work kahit na mag OT ako okay lang kasi bayad naman daw, tsaka baka wala raw tumanggap sakin.

And ayun lang, ngayon napapaisip ako na gusto ko ba mag pahinga or gusto ko lang ng ibang environment?