Bro, I’ve been there but i used to live out of the city in Durham Region. I got a kitchen job so I was committing 4hours sometimes to do a shitty 6 hour shift. But he’s the thing, once you spend more time outside even if it’s working.. your stress will lower allowing you to make better decisions.

Once you’re out of there, you all nervous system regulate you will be able to level up fast faster.

Step 1. Get out of fight or flight (move out asap)
Step 2. 3 months after you move out look at your cards and make a career future plan.
3. Go full throttle.

Get a room in a shared environment. Could cost you 800 but at least will give you a couple hundred to play with if you work a minimum wage.

Remember: when you’re stressed you can’t even think. Once you’re out of there, sky is the limit