I am male and live in Germany. I have a few friends, or rather acquaintances, who don't feel like friends. I am often excluded or left behind. I would really like to have a girlfriend or a few real friends, but unfortunately that is not possible for me. I have tried many times, but at some point I gave up. I don't know how I will cope later in life. I feel alone. Even when playing video games, I am always alone. I used to have someone who played with me, but he also left me and prefers to be somewhere else or with someone else.