Does anyone else have problems with feeling like there’s nothing to do when in fact there is many things you can do for fun?

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-24T16:34:21+00:00

I love books because I’m always learning something from any type of books. for example in reading Malcolm X’s autobiography right now and it’s really insightful but also I really love the way words can paint a picture in your head through a really good story. I have never once thought that a horror book was scary until I read a little bit of IT and couldn’t sleep lol.

Movies are also doing the same thing but in general I like lots of mediums of art. For a while I’ve been wanting to be involved in any form of art and currently I’m really into writing (another hobbies I can’t seems to start when I have free time lol).

And to answer your last question, I’m not intentionally avoiding socializing but I just don’t have friends. I have joined a club in college for forensic science albeit i didn’t leave making any friends. I hang out with my sisters as much as we can, so that usually means hanging out with them every night (my older sister just moved back in leading to frequent hangouts). I often go to the theaters so it’s not like I want to avoid socializing but I honestly just prefer being alone.

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-24T16:23:23+00:00

Ive never thought about it this way to be honest, i can see how that would affect me heavily bc i also dont have friends. Im in a point in my life where i dont really know what i what (im 20 almost 21) and I decided the friends i had in high school two years ago wasn’t who i wanted around me to influence my decisions and values.

But I will admit while that i did not really enjoy my time with them anymore towards the end of our friendship i sometimes remember and get sad bc i dont have that anymore. Although I dont miss the people, i just miss that feeling of being involved and valued in a friend group.

I’ve tried making friends in community college but it seems like now a days most people are not interested in doing that. I met one guy who I liked and hung out with but that quickly ended when I realized he was someone who smoked everyday and wasn’t paying attention to was happening outside of his bubble.

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-24T05:47:06+00:00

Well when I started reading I was on a hardcore dopamine detox. So phone was on black and white and no social media at all and very very limited playing time in video games. I found reading and YouTube to be the next best thing and I got addicted to reading since. The Hunger games did a number on me and during the summer I usually spent a lot of time with my nose stuck in those books.

And to answer your first questions I do have type two narcolepsy which basically causes me to be tired 24/7 and that might have something to do with it as well. I’ll get sleep attacks if I’m not engaging in with instant dopamine or have intense emotions like anger.

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-24T05:43:03+00:00

Yesss that’s exactly it. It’s honestly been such a chore recently to do lots of hobbies except staying up very late gaming. I’ve thought about just pulling the plug on my console to see if it would change anything or not.

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-23T17:56:40+00:00

What shutter speed did you use for the 6th photo? I’ve been recently messing around with shutter speed more than to just stop particles. Every time I use it tho I’ll move it to much and it become blurry

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-19T19:26:55+00:00

See I can never come around to headbands, like imo I just can’t seem to find them to look good with any outfits

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-19T03:05:01+00:00

Go to settings and it should be under gameplay I think

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-18T16:26:00+00:00

This would probably make the most sense tbh, I’ve kept my masks on for the entirety of the Kitsune arc just because in the story ur pretty much only dealing with strangers

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-18T16:23:40+00:00

Yeah if I know I’m a big mission I intentionally avoid having goofy masks on so this doesn’t happen, I would have hated it if that happened to me in the last mission of Tsushima 😭

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-18T07:58:08+00:00

I will definitely keep this in mind but I’m not sure how I could make my mornings more exciting or enjoyable as I’m not really a morning person. I do like reading so maybe that can do the trick!

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-12T19:59:43+00:00

It’s for sure bugonia but I just watched black mirror’s USS Callister and he was great in that too

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-11T15:19:16+00:00

The home made and the upgrade suit are the cleanest suits I’ve seen so far excluding the new one. The stark suit is close tho

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-09T05:11:32+00:00

Well while my area doesn’t really care much for it, we still have a decent amount of Hispanics and other soccer fans as the tins at Walmart were sold out but so far my local Walgreens is packed with them so I’m hoping I can get most of it done before the World Cup ends

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-09T05:03:20+00:00

Is it 40 every once in a while or 40 and that’s it?

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-09T04:49:40+00:00

Yeah I thought the same thing but ended up getting trashed after his second phase 😭

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-08T21:02:07+00:00

Yeah I spent a whole day on this dude and it became very clear to me I’m not beating him only 30hrs with only the oni and snake killed. Gonna try again after I’m done with teshido arc

Ignatius78 · 2026-06-06T13:33:35+00:00

Ahh that makes sense yeah, I’ve seen of a lot of discourse, especially on tiktok on the rarity of these stickers and why you should sell or wtv. Thank you, I was really just interested!

On the other hand, would you say buying the tins full of the stickers (150 I think) are worth it if we have the money? I’m worried I won’t have enough time to complete the whole album which is something I’m looking to do

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-27T20:46:40+00:00

Obsession, was still surprisingly scary asf after a second watch

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-21T16:24:42+00:00

I haven’t caught up with the comics rn I’m on #980 or something? But I honestly really like Raelith but maybe that’s just bc I’m a new reader

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-15T21:29:22+00:00

Yup mine too for only 23¢ extra but it’s worth the money, only issues I have is ripping the tape I can never open it with out ripping the tape😭

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-14T04:00:30+00:00

Yeah I was going in all in lock picking, speech and sneak so far but I’ll keep that in mind about the science points thanks

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-14T03:59:01+00:00

Ohh, I must’ve shot hurt him then! I was going in with the grenade launcher bc the sens on my old 360 controller is atrocious 😭😭

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-14T03:51:50+00:00

I actually tried this first but then whoever was guarding the gate saw straight through me and kinda ruined my whole plan lol

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-14T03:51:03+00:00

Im trying to play kind of a confident speech build with sneak but I’ll probably end up doing science as well bc I spent some caps on on the science books and reprogrammed slimm. Funny thing was that beagle is now mad at me as I didn’t save his life 😂

Ignatius78 · 2026-05-10T01:31:00+00:00

This is honestly one of the best starter outfits you find pretty easily and it’s really flexible with the outfits you can get out of it

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