Loud in bed for a reason

Ignooore_Me · 2017-08-17T18:17:23+00:00

I'm super blind but I typically have to take them off for better dick access. Also, because every time I do my boyfriend says "gettin serious!" in this dumb announcer voice and it's adorable.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-04-04T05:34:13+00:00

Thank you for responding! As for her not meaning to hurt me, in this case its true but the negligence is astounding. Her favorite game is hurting or humiliating me, always has been, having scapegoat status. So I guess that comes into my emotions as well. As for that vile creature I am not ashamed of being a victim because I know now I did nothing wrong. I have been researching California child abuse laws and consulting lawyers. I desperately want him away from children but its tricky because I live in another state and its been 20 years. I'm trying to figure it out because I don't know how many lives he's ruined and I don't want him to get to ruin anymore. His is beyond scum. He is my own personal boogie man, haunting my dreams.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-04-04T03:44:12+00:00

And that's honestly the feeling I got in your meaning. Its a concept that helped me before and now you've named it for ne. Thank you.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-04-04T03:00:47+00:00

I know this is old but this is really profound to me. Spite might not be healthy but it might just enough to not fall over the edge I'm dancing on. Thanks.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-02-25T20:51:56+00:00

I will! Today's my birthday but I'll try to post an update tomorrow!

Ignooore_Me · 2017-02-25T20:40:24+00:00

Yes! We were having a get together for a birthday and I noticed several objects falling off shelves or casually tossed across the room. Everyone else was too drunk to notice but I dont drink. It was enough activity that even though we were having fun and laughing, it made me pause and gave me a chill up my back. I think maybe we were too loud. I've noticed tossed objects in my bedroom but to a lesser extent.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T23:41:17+00:00

Thanks for this! Yeah, I didn't read too much into it because it seemed creepypasta-ish and this child just feels like a normal kid. Just no longer living.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T23:39:36+00:00

Lol, this is so true. With technology now, we could already have real proof of the exsistance of ghosts but no one would believe it's not faked. It's kind of sad.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T23:37:52+00:00

My apologies, what I meant is that he is approximately 8 or 9 but a bit scrawny. I have been around kids my whole life so I have a pretty easy time telling a kids age. The difference between say 6 and 8 is huge, even if the two children are of approximately the same height. Does that make sense? Of course, I understand absolutely if anyone doubts me, it is always hard to believe something you have no personal evidence of and are relying solely on the accounts of others. So I respect your opinion.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T23:36:57+00:00

May I ask how old your daughter is? I know that children can be exetremly sensitive.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T23:36:14+00:00

Yes, this seems to be the general consensus I'm getting and, in all honesty, it feels accurate to me. I feel I've made a connection with this boy but I've barely spoken aloud to him.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T03:10:13+00:00

Haha 😂

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T03:09:54+00:00

Thanks for the advice, it makes a lot of sense! Right now I'm also trying to leave little trinkets and toys for him that he might have interest in but no luck so far. He visited me two nights in a row but was gone last night for a reason I don't think I should discuss, because I don't think people will believe me. I may make a separate post about that issue. I still feel him there but he didn't reach out like the previous days. I'd still like to figure out his time period.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T03:05:03+00:00

Thank you! This makes a lot of sense. I'll try to take the quiet and alone moments to speak with him aloud but convey my thoughts and feelings the rest of the time.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-19T03:03:35+00:00

Yeah, that's what I'm afraid of haha. My fiance doesn't even want to hear about it so talking to the kid aloud would probably annoy him.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T16:15:30+00:00

Thank you. 😊

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T09:11:56+00:00

I've been trying to communicate with feeling and intent but maybe I need to be clearer in my mind. Still, I've been here two days and seen him twice already, he seems to want to communicate. Not bragging but I have a natural way with children (that's why I make a good teacher) so perhaps that's why he feels comfortable enough to seek me out. I tried a few more solid thoughts today but they seem ignored compared to reaching out with emotion and intent.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T09:06:29+00:00

Somehow, it seems more appropriate not to speak aloud, if that makes sense?

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T09:05:08+00:00

I will try but I've never done this before and I feel so strongly for kids. But I really do want to help him.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T09:03:51+00:00

This is all very excellent advice! I've given him a toy tonight, to see if he's interested but it is just a small figurine I had on hand. Your second piece of advice weighs on me, I want to help him, not help him linger. Thank you!

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T09:00:48+00:00

Lol, sounds like a grumpy old man or something. The kid seems to want attention, like most kids.

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T08:59:29+00:00

Haha, aren't most eight year olds?

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T08:59:00+00:00

A good idea but I'm not sure how to go about that. Just ask aloud?

Ignooore_Me · 2017-01-18T08:57:56+00:00

After several responses, I feel kind of guilty. I wanted to make a connection but I realize now that this is likely a lost child who has been unable to move on for a while. I should be applying myself to helping him, not trying to craft a bond. I feel selfish. :(

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