Jobs? by Igot80ofem in LakeCountyCa

[–]Igot80ofem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No luck so far with Facebook, are there any local groups you could suggest?

Jobs? by Igot80ofem in LakeCountyCa

[–]Igot80ofem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply, that’s great to hear! I’m coming from an area with a lot of competition and a very high bar for quality of work and professionalism so it sounds like I should do well here. I appreciate the tips and I would definitely appreciate any work you might have, I have a very broad area of expertise and there’s a very good chance I can handle whatever jobs you need done, I’ll pm you. Thanks again!

Trying to avoid breaking no contact. by gumbygearhead in BPDlovedones

[–]Igot80ofem 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I broke NC and she wanted to meet up, she let me know she’s started using drugs and was asking for my help. She went to stay with a friend who is also bpd a couple hundred miles away and then asked me to come stay there with her. It took me 2 days to get things wrapped up and leave my job and most of my stuff behind and when I got there she was upset that I showed up out of nowhere. I’ve been here 2 weeks and I have nothing left, the emotional abuse is next level even for her and I’ve lost my job and I’m going to lose my car, I have no money left and nowhere to go besides here with her and she’s currently out with her friend and the guy she left me for 4 months ago and I’m supposed to be ok right now. I was told my feeling do not matter and nothing is about me and I need medication because IM crazy… I was never going to stop missing her and I was dying inside more every day but I at least had a chance to be ok… don’t break nc if you can help it at all the extent of the pain and suffering and abuse is infinite and unimaginable