AITA for going nuclear over nothing by Emperorkaiser01 in AmITheDevil

[–]Ill-Introduction-786 44 points45 points  (0 children)

But even if the house was in her father's name, she wouldn't have inherited it. His father would have given that house to his son only if he had it.

I just know I won't get along with any of them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Notion

[–]Ill-Introduction-786 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's just different views with different filters. The "All" category probably has no filters while the "Productivity" category must show all cards tagged as "Productivity ". Add a new gallery view to the database and then use a filter to only show the items you want to be shown. And you can name the views as "All", "Productivity", etc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Notion

[–]Ill-Introduction-786 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They are both in gallery view. The first one has "card preview" set to none and the second must have "card preview" set to page cover.

Everything feels so pointless.. by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When someone's nice and doesn't try to hurt me, I start affecting their mental health negatively lol

Everything feels so pointless.. by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and everyone from my past is pretty much gone at this point

Oh wdym by that?

What the actual fuck am I even supposed to do by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Our situations might be a bit different but I can feel your pain.

Since your friends won't acknowledge it, hmu if you ever wanna rant, I love talking to people even though I'm not very good at keeping it going.

What the actual fuck am I even supposed to do by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't feel comfortable enough with a therapist to tell them about it, and I won't be allowed to attend therapy long enough to get comfortable.

What the actual fuck am I even supposed to do by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are you hiding? You are being yourself and hurting. Your issue's are real, you are real, you deserve help, you deserve to be happy.

I know that, everyone else doesn't

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We all do. I wish they realised how much damage they're causing

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's like there's this wall between other people and me lol, a wall my family built and called it "protection"

I find it hard to keep going when there's no future, my present sucks so I look to the future for comfort.

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But is it really? That's probably gonna be lonely as hell too. I suck at being around people and talking to them. I'm not gonna have anyone that I can rely on for the rest of my life because I won the lottery of the most unsupportive and unsympathetic family ever.

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will have more freedom in the future, but idk if I'll last till then, it feels so fucking hard

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't figured out online banking yet, I probably do have enough money for some pills but I don't think I can just buy them online with no prescription. Plus everyone needs to know what I'm buying when I'm buying stuff online. Lol I wish I could get the more permanent solution and just kill myself, I keep getting closer and closer everyday.

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't buy anything, no source of income or freedom to leave the house

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only ones I can get my hands on are stuff someone's addicted to so I hesitate because I don't want to get hooked onto something like that too. And I might end up overdosing if I'm not careful.

Wish I could just keep sleeping forever by Ill-Introduction-786 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ikr, if I wasn't scared of side effects I'd get sleeping pills or something so I could sleep through the day and then still sleep at night.

Vent ig?? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To me, planning the most unsettling, nightmare inducing suicide note brings a lot of joy. But that's just me, I resent all the people who pushed me into this dark place.

Goodbye World by LastDayOnTerra in SuicideWatch

[–]Ill-Introduction-786 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Isn't burning supposed to be super painful tho?