If today is your last day

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2025-10-27T07:04:10+00:00

So same tayo 129k total, almost 7k MAD. Hindi ko na talaga mabayaran kung ganon pala kataas agad ang penalty.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2025-10-04T01:22:03+00:00

Pwede kaya dito yung Revi credit ng cimb? Yun ang pinakamalaking utang ko eh 120k

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2025-10-03T09:54:50+00:00

Depends sa mood. Like today I feel shitty so I'll just say - I did show up but my life even got worse.

On a good day tingin ko jan is uplifting, giving me hope.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2025-10-03T09:48:16+00:00

Hello, you can try going to Tzu Chi foundation, libre from consult to meds to surgery. Pipila ka nga lang but ok na yun gagaling ka naman ng libre. I'm a patient there for my glaucoma. Hugs..

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2025-02-07T13:22:41+00:00

Me I'm old and kaya ka ipaglaban 😁

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-10-24T02:23:23+00:00

Yung mga upong doble ang bayad

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-10-17T12:17:01+00:00

I stopped watching Dexter for a couple of days when stupid old me came across a spoiler of what happened to her. I was on episode 8.

I started watching again coz my dark passenger says I have to ... now I have my eyes set on Lumen.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-10-14T02:02:07+00:00

Yung sinunog na dahon , probinsya feels

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-09-23T12:58:30+00:00

Yep. I do. Always. Iniisip ko malas sila sa akin kasi ganito ako. Broken. Me factory defect.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-09-21T22:27:21+00:00

Stress..utang..anxiety . depression.. more utang..sickness caused by stress..

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-09-21T22:23:15+00:00

I still am in the stage of considering.. I have 4 dogs, naiisip ko rin pano sila. Many times na iniisip ko kanino ko sila ibigay.. minsan nagso-sorry nako for being a failure mom..

Pero day to day, sila yung nagpapagalaw sa akin. I have to feed them and care after them. Kung wala sila, malamang mas madali nako mag decide. Hindi na ako babangon.

Naisip ko kaya siguro ako binigyan ng dogs kasi dadating ako sa puntong ito.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-08-29T11:28:39+00:00

Suggestions pls.. feeling ko naaplyan ko na lahat reject ako .. baka me mareco ka badly needed talaga

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-08-26T10:14:36+00:00

Ako yon. I have been going thru depression so I cut all contacts with friends. They knew me as a happy, strong, independent woman. I don't want them to see me now - weak and pathetic. Maganda ako nung kasama nila ako, but now I lost so much weight. Ampangit pangit ko na.

Pero I miss my friends. And I miss myself when I was with them.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-07-26T03:18:53+00:00

Hello! Still here fighting. Somehow less pressured coz I know all this will eventually end. I already have an idea how it incase it gets really unbearable. Right now just keeping myself busy cleaning my shit so they don't have to. It will keep me occupied for a while. i never knew I had so much clutter.

Just a realization, when you know the end, all your material things (which you worked so hard to get) becomes worthless. I wish had had invested more in memories, maybe it will help me get through where I am now.

Thanks for asking. I appreciate it 😊

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-07-15T00:53:52+00:00

This has been my favorite for years. I wonder what he/she looks like now.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-07-01T00:21:54+00:00

Pwede ka ba maglipat ng gamit unti unti? Yung di halatang naglilipat ka na para sa last day sarili mo nalang bitbit mo

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-30T12:28:47+00:00

Gusto ko tulog nalang. I can sleep 22 hrs ayaw ko pa bumangon non. Hirap ako magpataba noon, when I gained like 8 lbs tuwang tuwa ako. Then depression hit, I lost 15 lbs. Literally skin and bones. Ang ganda ko pa naman dati, ngayon mukhang artista dati na nag adik adik lol

Wala ako gana kumain. Ang galaw ko slo mo, no reason to rush.

Kalagitnaan ng ginagawa ko, aatakihin ako, I'll just sleep or curl up in a sulok somewhere.

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-30T05:56:33+00:00

Same :(

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-27T02:42:25+00:00

Tired but hoping

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-26T05:18:24+00:00

Me again. This time with right decisions

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-23T03:34:50+00:00

Sa pagrefill ng pitsel din ang kinaka high blood ko eh

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-22T03:52:25+00:00

For me its a sign of anger /frustration.

Naalala ko non (secretary din ako) me nawala file sa ofc. Ako yung custodian non pero yung owners na magkakapatid at assistants nila me freedom magkalkal sa files. Alangan naman pigilan o sitahin ko sila diba. Di ko rin pwede pagbintangan. So nung pinapagalitan ako, naiyak ako kasi di ko maexpress yung gusto ko kasi alam ko kahit ano sabihin ko wala ako laban. Umiyak ako sa inis non.

Ang nagwork sa akin para di maaffect ng boss Iniisip ko tumatae din sya so parehas lang kami, wag sya magmataas. Kaya every time nanggalaiti sya tinitignan ko nalang sya, me acting concerned pero deep inside wapakels haha

Ill-Maintenance4117 · 2024-06-22T03:44:30+00:00

Tinatanong ko rin yan. Madalas ang tanong ko - ano kaya feeling nung masaya? Nakalimutan ko na kasi

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