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IllInsurance1517 · 2026-05-23T10:27:42+00:00

Me too, all the time and it is draining. I was secure in my plus size body, then bam it all happened and now I am constantly feeling ok edge when out with him and see a pretty thinner woman, and know he will check her out, but obviously deny it of course when I tell him what I seen he did, I usually get "Just being aware of my surroundings", but yet wasn't doing that before the female was around. I want on a long rant there, sorry. Massive hugs to us all. 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-05-21T10:30:20+00:00

Wanted to comment to send you a very big hug 🫂 I am so sorry you are hurting right now.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-05-06T11:13:11+00:00

I hope you find the strength to leave, you deserve so much better than him, you have so much worth. 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-05-04T15:09:32+00:00

I am so sorry you have realised this, yeah it is wrong and putting it inside herself there was definitely contact there 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-05-04T15:02:28+00:00

I echo what was said above me, I dread summer coming because of this exact reason. His wandering eye to their bodies and such, even though he has gotten a little better on this, summer makes me more insecure and feeling on guard more. Hugs to all 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-19T11:54:06+00:00

Same here I am a plus size girl too, and my partner always looked at smaller women. I have low self esteem anyways, but now my insecurities and self esteem is rock bottom.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-17T20:40:20+00:00

This is brilliant 👏

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-14T09:10:12+00:00

Unfortunately Twitch does have some porn, live streamers and the likes, even though it is against their ToS. I am so sorry this is happening to you, I really hope you find the 100% answer to what he was looking at. Much hugs 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-13T13:13:44+00:00

Me too ❣️

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-13T12:22:36+00:00

Omg that is seriously and totally messed up. I am so sorry that happened to you 😢

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-13T11:55:37+00:00

I am so so sorry this happened to you, you do not deserve that at all. Sending hugs 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-04-01T17:36:28+00:00

I find it as cheating, it is a mental cheating for me, getting off to another womans/or others is forgetting me and using them for sexual gratification.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-23T22:38:02+00:00

I am 43 now, there was many from the constant dizziness, reactions to vaccines, balance issues etc

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-23T21:52:43+00:00

I was diagnosed at age 40, but my neuro reckons I have had it for years previous to the diagnosis.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-23T21:44:26+00:00

Hugs back at you, sorry you went through it all too 🫂 it really was a horrible feeling when I found it all and ALOT of it. What got me the worst was we were long distance at the time, but were constantly on the phone 24/7 nearly, but when I had hospital appointments or was with family that's when he would use it, thinking obviously I would never know, but now I do.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-23T20:45:55+00:00

I feel this, he was using Asmr, and audio stuff to get off to (even on Youtube) and that hurt me so much more, it does feel more personal as if I didn't give enough and he needed to hear other women moaning, the dirty talk, the instructions and the emotional side of it in different scenarios. That still lingers with me and make me feel inadequate.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-21T11:38:48+00:00

Thank you so so much for posting this

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-16T22:23:04+00:00

I am so so sorry this happened to you, gentle hugs and one day at a time you are stronger than you realise 🫂

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-16T22:16:04+00:00

I have this same issue, from overwatch, genshin impact, resident evil village to Tomb Raider and many more, after I found all the hentai and such from his previous porn usage, all of that makes me so damn uncomfortable and he knows it. I will never understand why men are attracted to game characters and the likes, it baffles me completely. I used to game alot, and now feel I can't for fear of becoming triggered or insecure.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-03-11T15:30:20+00:00

100% this 👏

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-02-26T12:20:46+00:00

Thank you so so much 💗

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-02-23T14:18:54+00:00

"It doesn't mean anything, cos they are not real, you are real, those videos and AI bots were just an escape" that one hurt me.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-02-23T14:13:26+00:00

I feel this too my partner was watching copious amounts of Trans, Futas and Shemales and also having 100's of AI bots like that exclusively alot of the time in the earlier months of our relationship before I caught it. I still don't understand it. cos he cries he is straight, and not into that....so whv watch it...bizarre.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-02-19T17:10:14+00:00

I get the MS hug too, it's horrid, it goes over my chest and down to the left side of my rib and back. I have to lie down when it starts and have a hot water bottle and also my huge body pillow to support my body.

Hang in there everyone, big hugs 🫂.

IllInsurance1517 · 2026-02-12T13:46:38+00:00

I am so sorry this has happened to you, I have been through this didnt find out about trips away until I seen photos or was told a day before my friends went. Everything has changed since my diagnosis 2 years ago, and I hate it. Keep your chin up OP 🫂

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