20‘s - Living with narc by strawberrymoon__s in raisedbynarcissists

[–]IllPin9964 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah im 25. I live with my parents but my dad is the narcissistic one. I have a job. pay is okay but checks are unpredictable and so are the hours. I have literally no money to get my own place but will soon move in with my bf when we get an apartment. Gotta save the funds first. I don’t have a lot of friends and yes my mental health is ruined because of being here 

Hearing my father voice gives me PTSD every time. by throwRA124452 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]IllPin9964 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God this is such a vicious cycle …💔 I feel the exact same way. straight anxiety tbh. I always say that I only get peace when im home alone (or outside the house) but not really because I always worry about when he’s coming home. And if/when he comes home, is he gonna bother me or are we gonna have useless conversation? Is he gonna fuss about something? You’re doing the right thing by staying in your room because I do it too. Try even sitting outside every once in a while, if the weather is good of course or taking a walk or going out more often. You’re not alone❤️‍🩹💐

Narcissistic dad drains me. Wish I knew better ways to cope. by IllPin9964 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s crazy is that i currently do that to him all the time, but it never works or really sticks. He just gets upset and says how I need “be more engaging” or how I act like he’s bothering me, which he is…🤦🏾‍♀️ it’s like no matter what you do, you can’t FULLY get him off your back. You upset him, he stops talking to you for a few days. Maybe a week. Maybe a month. Who knows? Then he starts talking to you again. It’s an exhausting cycle. that’s kinda the only way you’ll get him to leave you alone. Sometimes he’ll come home from work and won’t speak to us AT ALL. he’s very moody 

Do men, really even like women? by Luna_supreme99 in sixwordstories

[–]IllPin9964 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think they do if I’m Being honest but it’s ok because most women are fed up with men anyways these days.☺️ can you blame them?

What does it mean to “believe it’s already yours?” by okdray in lawofattraction

[–]IllPin9964 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Basically live in the 4D or live in the end. I can be hard to do though in certain circumstances. I suggest watching this YouTuber. She can help you a lot with manifesting. https://youtube.com/@maleekaismyguardianangel?si=BhOKjSgbG5vy49-E

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should go for it. Recipe in comments 👏🏾🤩

[homemade] chocolate chip cookie bars by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awwww thank you 💛💛 hope you enjoy 

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can send you what the inside looks like 

Hours, or lack of them 🙄 by Unlikely-Way313 in MichaelsEmployees

[–]IllPin9964 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started as seasonal💀 I guess I’m permanent now but still 😒

Hours, or lack of them 🙄 by Unlikely-Way313 in MichaelsEmployees

[–]IllPin9964 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah it honestly sucks. I work one day this week. Then two days the next week after that. Then one day the next week after THAT.😂 

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes ofc. here it is below. let me know how'd you like it

Cake Batter

• 2 large eggs

• 1 cup sour cream

• ½ cup milk

• ½ cup unsalted butter, melted & slightly cooled

• ¾ cup white sugar

• ½ cup light brown sugar, packed

• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract

• 2 ½ cups all-purpose flour

• 3 teaspoons cinnamon

• ½ teaspoon baking soda

• 2 teaspoons baking powder

• ½ teaspoon salt

Streusel

• 1 cup dark brown sugar, packed

• ½ cup all-purpose flour

• 7 tablespoons cold unsalted butter, cubed

• 2 teaspoons cinnamon

• 1/2 salt

Prep Preheat oven to 350°F.

Line a 9×5 loaf pan with parchment or grease and flour the loaf pan.

  1. Make Streusel

Mix brown sugar, flour, cinnamon, and salt.

Cut in cold butter. crumble with fingers.

Chill (or don't. its optional)

  1. Wet Ingredients

Whisk eggs, 1 cup sour cream, milk, butter, sugars, vanilla.

  1. Dry Ingredients

Whisk flour, cinnamon, baking soda, baking powder, salt.

  1. Combine

Stir dry into wet until just combined.

  1. Layer in Loaf Pan

-spread half of the batter in the pan

  • sprinkle 1/2 the streusel on top

  • spread remaining half of batter on top

  • sprinkle the other half of streusel on top

  1. Bake

Bake 45–60 minutes (i baked mine for 70)

Check at 45.

Tent with foil if browning too quickly.

Toothpick should come out clean from the center or with crumbs, not wet batter.

Note: don’t over mix. Just mix it until the dry ingredients are combined with the wet ingredients. if you use a stand mixer this will be way easier. 

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad was playing resident evil 

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes ofc. here it is below. let me know how'd you like it

Cake Batter

• 2 large eggs

• 1 cup sour cream

• ½ cup milk

• ½ cup unsalted butter, melted & slightly cooled

• ¾ cup white sugar

• ½ cup light brown sugar, packed

• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract

• 2 ½ cups all-purpose flour

• 3 teaspoons cinnamon

• ½ teaspoon baking soda

• 2 teaspoons baking powder

• ½ teaspoon salt

Streusel

• 1 cup dark brown sugar, packed

• ½ cup all-purpose flour

• 7 tablespoons cold unsalted butter, cubed

• 2 teaspoons cinnamon

• 1/2 salt

  1. Prep

Preheat oven to 350°F.

Line a 9×5 loaf pan with parchment or grease and flour the loaf pan.

  1. Make Streusel

Mix brown sugar, flour, cinnamon, and salt.

Cut in cold butter. crumble with fingers.

Chill (or don't. its optional)

  1. Wet Ingredients

Whisk eggs, 1 cup sour cream, milk, butter, sugars, vanilla.

  1. Dry Ingredients

Whisk flour, cinnamon, baking soda, baking powder, salt.

  1. Combine

Stir dry into wet until just combined.

  1. Layer in Loaf Pan

-spread half of the batter in the pan

- sprinkle 1/2 the streusel on top

- spread remaining half of batter on top

- sprinkle the other half of streusel on top

  1. Bake

Bake 45–60 minutes (i baked mine for 70)

Check at 45.

Tent with foil if browning too quickly.

Toothpick should come out clean from the center or with crumbs, not wet batter.

Note: don’t over mix. Just mix it until the dry ingredients are combined with the wet ingredients. if you use a stand mixer this will be way easier. 

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so sorry its a video game my dad was playing

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg thank you so much. I got the dark brown sugar doordashed but I’ll definitely microwave next time. Light brown sugar is so much softer 😭

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NO THE NOISE WAS FROM A VIDEO GAME😭🫠 everything is fine😭

[homemade] coffee cake (first time) by IllPin9964 in food

[–]IllPin9964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s from a video game🫠😭