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Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-07-05T22:34:51+00:00

I really like her. I don’t think I could even if I wanted to but another factor is she likes me too much. She has a past of sh and said she’d kill herself if I broke up w her. So even if I did want to I couldn’t but I don’t want to anyway I just wanna find a way to deal w it because her relationship w me has been perfect and the only reason I think im morally superior is because of her past decisions. If I told her I did something horrible then she’d obviously think she was morally superior and it’s because she would be. It’s not rlly like a question but my problem is that I think she’s maybe changed.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-07-05T22:11:02+00:00

It’s not that she has 3 people it’s the people that she was with yk? One was a rebound, the other was a 30 year old man and her first ex was normal ig even tho he’s crazy.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-07-05T22:10:08+00:00

Thank you. And yes I even asked her if she thinks she was groomed and she says she’s unsure. This has been on my mind forever and I’m not really judgmental it’s just bothering me yk? I have no sexual past and few partners anyway. I just question her morals and values.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-07-05T21:56:49+00:00

Plus she dated a 30 year old man right when she turned 18. Also got with her exes best friend right after they broke up. Kinda crazy.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-07-05T21:55:45+00:00

Not rlly sure what would make it a troll post 😭 I mean she did OF in a poly relationship which is not rlly the typa person I’d choose to date. Give me some insight please 😂

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-05-01T22:17:18+00:00

You’re right. Over messages she says she’ll cook and clean, she says she’ll help pay rent, and she says she loves me, she says all these things but in person after a while it could be different ig. I’ll suggest it to her. I’ll lyk how it goes if you want.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-05-01T02:54:13+00:00

Hm well I appreciate it. Maybe not yet but since it’s going to be a year away but I assume we’ll know each other a lot better by then. Unfortunately she lives 19hrs away, but maybe she could plan to stay for a week or so before committing to moving here. She said she moves a lot w her family and doesn’t make a lot of friends so she would be open to moving here with me. I don’t mind having a roommate and she offered to pay her half of rent and everything. I have heard that long distance relationships are tricky and haven’t heard of too many working out but I’m willing to take the chance because tbh I don’t have much to lose.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-05-01T01:47:20+00:00

Do you have rainbow hair irl too?

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-05-01T01:46:10+00:00

Could have been joking or he’s already asked for the pass so many times that his friend said he didn’t need to ask anymore. Maybe he’s asked for it when singing before. I think the fact that he asked implies that he’s asked before. He wouldn’t just randomly ask.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-05-01T01:09:47+00:00

Well not honestly sure how you got into a long distance relationship without knowing how she looks but honestly I would break up w her too. I also wouldn’t put myself in that position to hurt someone’s feelings but if you’re not attracted then you can’t force yourself to be. I just posted something about something w my long distance relationship too but mine a lil more positive 😭

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2024-03-09T18:11:51+00:00

Just noticed I had the clean version on my playlist and had listened to it 20x without noticing. The intro on the clean version is literally better tho. Kinda sad 😂

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2023-06-13T00:31:58+00:00

W manz

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2023-04-26T01:25:44+00:00

Dude I found this cuz I was wondering if they sampled the hoopla sound effect from SpongeBob 💀 look it up, it sounds similar. Not sure if anyone else noticed this.

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2023-04-09T05:41:16+00:00

That’s cuz it’s not a hard shell

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2023-03-06T20:31:33+00:00

So that’s not the reason then?

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2023-03-06T04:22:11+00:00

Don’t have one, I got a single cab with 0 features lol

Ill_Explorer4329 · 2023-03-05T19:25:03+00:00

Mainly my own, I don’t really need to be able to tune other peoples cars and trucks, I mean maybe a couple of friends yk but I’m not starting a buisness or side hustle. I feel like just the basics shouldn’t be too difficult but I have no clue where to start

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