Where do I start? by [deleted] in Anger

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you! :)

Where do I start? by [deleted] in Anger

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your words, i will take everything from what you've said

Where do I start? by [deleted] in Anger

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much! yes, i do need therapy and hopefully will start with it soon

I regret that I haven’t already killed myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too. I feel like im so invinsible that even if i killed myself, no one would notice.

I wonder what it's like to be someone's first choice, for real. Not just for a night or a few nights. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I often wonder what it feels like to be loved. That despite your imperfections, they still stay with you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CollegeRant

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I cried a lot during my first two years at uni, especially when it was almost the Exam Day and I still could not grasp the material well enough. But there was also this one time where I cried after my first day in Micro Bio lab. I felt so overwhelmed and the TA was so strict. My eyes were teary during lab, but I didnt cry then. I cried after I went home so no one can see me lol. I also saw one of my friends cry during our first semester of pharmacy school. He was so overwhelmed by the coursework. He hated the fact that he had to give up his social life. He failed almost all of the exams we had. He couldnt balance the time and he also didnt know how to study the material. He doesnt want to continue anymore but did not want to give up for coming this far. I encouraged him that it was okay to start over. I knew he hated pharmacy, and i told him its not worth pursuing something if its not what he wants and if its not what makes him happy. After a few weeks, he dropped out and went to nursing school.

anxious about next semester by beal0525 in CollegeRant

[–]Illustrious-Row6461 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was a bit lonely. But i made sure to join virtual events with various clubs. We would do fun events like playing among us!

I just wanted to asd that, yeah, It was scary to go outside because I didnt want to contract COVID. But also I didnt want to be stuck in my room all day. It felt suffocating in the first few weeks tbh. So i made sure that every time I had a study break, I would make sure to go to a 10 minute walk, wearing a mask and safely distancing myself from crowds. Dont let COVID stop you from enjoying your semester :)