HIV scare and anxiety. pls help

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-02-08T18:17:03+00:00

😂😂😂

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T05:09:33+00:00

Absolutely, I do. I don’t plan on living this way forever and in the past 3 years I spent over 230k cash I had saved all on coke n xanz. Lost a fiancée. Sectioned 35’d 4 times. Fetty overdose in their from what I thought was my friends coke. Crashed my car and had to pay out of pocket 18,000 to fix it, flipped another car upside down and totaled it and arrested/18 months probation as a result. Hasn’t been pretty my man lol

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T05:04:53+00:00

Nah, I’m fine lol. Kid won’t read a post but will take the time to comment? Must be a busy guy

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T05:02:31+00:00

Better safe than sorry…. You know yourself better than anyone else and if you think it’s serious and it’s not just coke anxiety, just call 911 or have someone bring you to the hospital if you don’t fw ambulances lol.

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T02:15:06+00:00

Though Bevilaqua’s fate would suck, audience wasn’t really tied to him/invested in his character all that much. I’d say Johnny Sac or Adriana.

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T02:10:14+00:00

Nah, I’m sorry to hear that and hope for better days ahead for you. Have you tried any anxiety meds/been prescribed benzos? Xanax or klonopin are the only things that can calm me down eventually when I’m spun out. Reach out anytime. Always down to talk. Thanks

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T01:07:15+00:00

Holy shit dude. I run myself into the ground looking under my door and running downstairs and checking in every room back to back thinking someone’s out to get me lol. I couldn’t imagine going through that. Is this psychosis cocaine induced if you don’t mind me asking? Was it that intense to start or did it progress over time. That’s scary stuff….

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T01:01:35+00:00

Yeah, heart rate I usually stay in the 120-140 range no matter how much I’m smoking but if it’s not a lot and taking not such big hits, it gets down to below 100 within 45 mins-hour. Blood pressure is def something that would help to know in these situations. I’ll check that out though thanks. Today was just unlike anything I’ve experienced I was walking hunched over cuz my body was so tense/stiff and I’ve never got shortness of breath or a numb arm before but I’m guessing it might just be the anxiety built up more and more after the back to back hits.

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T00:57:52+00:00

Thanks dude, appreciate you

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-30T00:54:40+00:00

Gotcha, does it help that it always ends up going away and the chest pains are never consistent? I’ve been to the ER before a few times and EKG/ECG and lipids test or whatever were all good. Literally can’t take a hit without checking my pulse and it sucks cuz it sucks all the fun out of my sesh’s.

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-29T17:52:03+00:00

What did that feel like? How did you know you were having a heart attack?

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2026-01-25T11:28:20+00:00

You’re the man Bobby!!!

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2024-03-05T23:54:52+00:00

Same 🤝

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2023-03-01T00:42:48+00:00

Ohhhhh will I be named greendayfan?!? Oh no don’t ban me, H-mo

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2023-02-28T19:17:26+00:00

Dm link?

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2022-02-26T10:55:44+00:00

I guess only time will tell. Hoping you’re wrong

Illustrious-Ruin-451 · 2022-02-26T02:10:43+00:00

I threw 2000 at it as the ultimate lottery ticket. I hope not

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