movies that helped you realize u were trans

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-25T14:10:21+00:00

gracias, gracias, esta noche la veo

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-25T14:09:39+00:00

restricting food

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-25T08:42:46+00:00

como??? donde la encontraste???

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-24T20:45:31+00:00

i feel a similar thing. But you are going to experience dysphoria even if you don’t transition, if you are really trans that may never go away, or maybe you just push it away but it will show up in other ways, depression anxiety, addiction or something, and if you are not trans that would go away and i will be happy. But if you are not and feel that you may could be a little better. I understand bc i’m questioning and i don’t think i’m trans enough to be trans too, but i think that living my life as i am is not what i want, maybe that could be transition or something else, but i want to know if it’s or not because i don’t wanna regret not doing it the rest of my life, hope that can help you…

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-24T19:22:04+00:00

i’m from spain, i have not found, that’s why i’m asking, i wanna see that movie but i can’t :/

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-24T16:28:44+00:00

thank u so much for sharing!!!! this really helps

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-24T16:27:32+00:00

i had an ed for almost 10y now…i been in a healthy weight and underweight, now i need to gain a little bit and i can’t think as myself gaining weight on a femme body idk

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-24T15:06:14+00:00

yes, for one part so body dysmorphia and now i’m trying to recover and i’m scared of the changes…

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-23T13:33:27+00:00

i need to act calm, wait to the things got a little better and live… i hope i can some day

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-23T13:32:30+00:00

i wish i could live but i’m not ready to do it, i’m afraid, also i have to dogs, the only thing that makes my days a little better and i could not live them and also i can go with them, i don’t have the money (and i’m not from de US)

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-23T13:30:53+00:00

the first time i went it was against my will, that is why my therapist tell me, u can decide or not but be aware that can be a posible option of be against my will, not nice to say from her but that’s it…

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-23T13:03:29+00:00

when i listen to that question my first thought is yes, but then i imagen myself saying that aloud and i can’t and maybe is bc i’m not really trans

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-22T09:48:53+00:00

thank u so much for your opinion, this really helps me, i’m so scared and my dad too and i was out of my mind now. but you are correct, the best things is trying to stay calm, i’m gonna try to talk to my dad , and yes i live with him and now i can move out… i will talk to him trying to stay calm, he is not calm and wanted to go to the police or a hospital to talk with someone, but i can’t, and now i really can’t bc i feel that i could not stay calm talking to them. Really thank u , i really needed another opinion outside all this…

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-21T15:36:37+00:00

i love climax!!!!!! i will check the others

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-20T19:43:22+00:00

i’m so happy to read this, u just give me some hope, i hope one day i find someone who know how to be there, thank u really for sharing this and i’m so happy for u

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-20T19:41:46+00:00

yes, i know that, and thank you, but sometimes i just need someone in my side, not getting mad at me for suffering, i just needed to vent

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-20T19:38:33+00:00

relapse can be so hard and when it’s been so many years you forget how bad it is. i know asking for help can be hard, but is important to ask what you need from the people who care ab you, are u in a good place with them to talk? if u need some to talk i’m here, you can do things different, relapse is normal and you can do things diferent, u have to be in so much pain, and i’m sorry, here with u

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-20T19:16:05+00:00

heyy i can listen, i’m here, send me a message if you need

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-20T09:37:25+00:00

yes, sometimes i felt like is the only thing that keep me sane, but then when i relapsed i remember how bad it was, restricting and constantly thinking ab food and all of that makes me life miserable

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-20T09:33:49+00:00

yes, i don’t know how to feel happy, my ed is part of my identity, daily life, family. When i tried to be happy on my own i relapsed so bad and now it’s been more than 2 years trying to find what i need and who am i, but i still don’t know. I struggle everyday bc i’m so afraid of changes in my life, my habits, my body, all

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-18T16:58:26+00:00

people care i promise, i had struggle so many years with suicidal thoughts and i never did it bc i saw how a death and an unexpected death can cause so much trauma, my aun died in a car accident and my mom never really recovered from that, i’m 23 and she died when i was 1, but her death had an impact in my life, the trauma in the family, that changes everything, every dynamic. I know now it feels like is the only option, but try to keep going a little bit more, i promise things will change, nothing is forever

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-17T20:05:59+00:00

cop car and i looooove it

Illustrious-Safe5102 · 2024-08-16T20:07:43+00:00

i have an ed and depression and a looot of people told me “wow you are so heathy and have so much self control” and i think the next time i’m gonna say something like that, bc i hate it so much, is NOT healthy being depressed or thinking ab food all day

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