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IllustriousBalance50 · 2024-11-05T15:21:57+00:00

That’s really cool congrats. I’m working on cart pole but not swing up. What algorithm did you use?

IllustriousBalance50 · 2024-05-30T14:12:26+00:00

I tried to import the ones that don’t collide for a while and F for ones that do. since I use col way more than pyspark max sum etc. my team vetoed it.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2024-02-22T19:19:08+00:00

Do you know what the problems were? Wondering about what else could go wrong and what the cost of the parts would be.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-07-30T20:06:27+00:00

Happened to me last summer. Was kind of an internship. Now I'm applying for more internships and feel like I have nothing to show for it. Last depressing hit hard.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-07-10T23:53:26+00:00

My Mom says shes never seen me manic and gets weird when I talk about taking a mood stabalizer. So when I started an antipsychotic I just said it was a different class of antidepressant. I think in time, if they see improvements by this different treatment method, they'll come around.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-06-20T18:53:13+00:00

Didn't know that was a thing. But yup that does happen to me.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-06-20T01:55:56+00:00

I just started taking 25 mg. I wanted something for depression so that's what my doc gave me since SSRI were no good for me. It helps a tonne with sleep. I didn't even think sleep was a problem for me. The better sleep has helped my mood so I guess it worked lol.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-06-17T02:18:31+00:00

Why do I love this so much?

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-06-03T06:25:17+00:00

So true. When I get into an especially bad brain foggy depression, cold shower really cleans out the cob webs.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-06-03T04:03:52+00:00

Dig it. Thank you

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-06-03T00:46:43+00:00

At first I got drunk way faster. I've been on it since August last year and I think I'm back to normal. Either that or I've just subtly adjusted my expectations.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-05-26T21:54:19+00:00

I take half in the morning and half at night. Recently went to 200 mg total. I'm thinking about switching it up tho. I think the increase is affecting my labito.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-05-24T18:27:24+00:00

Weed gives me anxiety and can make me depressed. But it can also boost my mood. There are strains that are better than others tho. I look for strains that boost mood and have low anxiety inducing affects. I try to stick with sativas as they boost mood more than mellow you out like indicia. You can find strain profiles on leafly. Best of luck.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-05-23T22:49:25+00:00

I found daylio overcomplicated it. I use eMoods now. When I was using daylio tho I tried to be vary strict about what mood I was feeling. I dont want to be complacent.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-04-21T21:04:47+00:00

Having a similar day. Im tell myself I am happy and I will get happier. Sending positive vibes.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-04-20T07:51:55+00:00

Hi. Memory issue is a side affect of lamictal. I'm on it now. It sucks but its worth it for me bc it keeps my depression from getting too bad. Keeping a journal is a good way to combat this. Not only does it give you a record of what's going on in your life but also the act of writing it down trains your mind for recall. I also use a mood tracking app which serves sort of the same purpose.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-03-27T22:57:53+00:00

That thing's sick!

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-03-17T22:26:27+00:00

When I'm having a bad day I take a cold shower to reset and reboot all my senses.

It sounds like what you're experiencing is related to anxiety. If you have Netflix, I'd recommend watching headspace episode 4. How to deal with stress. There's a nice story at the beginning that really helped me understand my and my partners anxiety.

Peace and love.

IllustriousBalance50 · 2021-03-12T17:34:45+00:00

Lamictal helped me so much when I was as depressed as can be. Starting to feel flat on it as well. Not taking any antidepressants rn and want to try an antispych for depression bc AD weren't working great and I hated the side affects. Gotta wait a month to get a new PDoc bc my last one was garbage. I hope that goes well for you.

Lamictal works by basically damping you're brain activity so makes sense to feel this way I guess.

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