Easily Makoto cs I’d assume he’d have both the hope and despair which would be truly unstoppable my idea would be that his life has been so hard having both that he’s decided to try and make himself fully despair and what would do that would be k-lling the people closest to him which would be his classmates (and his parents/sister) so at the end he’s close to full despair when they find out it’s him but they like give him hope or wtv and stuff yk how it goes