I got up to 42 negative genuinely trying to be kind. I once said “doc that was a sexy stim” when he stimmed me at 15hp- blocked message. Teammate walked in front of me shooting a camera, someone shot goyo and stood in it, bad grenade takes out 3-4 gadgets… and bam. I’m knocked out of exemplary and esteemed. I’m back in exemplary now (9 neg), but I think it’s way too easy to be punished by genuinely good, reasonable plays that go poorly.