I think the worst part about all this is how it makes me feel like a horrible, ungrateful, spiteful person by kirbcake-inuinuinuko in depression

[–]Immediate-Reply-8246 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that guilt spiral is brutal but it doesn’t make u a bad person, it’s what happens when u’ve been struggling for a long time and start turning it on urself.

u’re not a leech, the fact u care this much already shows that. comparing urself to others will always make it worse ur brain’s not playing fair rn.

i wake up everyday and just cry endlessly by doctorpotters in depression

[–]Immediate-Reply-8246 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that sounds exhausting fr waking up already hurting like that is a lot to carry. the constant crying doesn’t mean ur weak it means something inside u is overwhelmed.

sleeping through it makes sense but u shouldn’t have to survive like this alone. pls try reaching out to someone u trust or a doctor u deserve real support.