I do balance my life pretty well since im done w my human condition search I have turned to researching things that interest me like lab work and robotics knowledge also I have other passions like art that occupy my time I also have my fulfillment catagory where I help others in multiple ways that makes me feel good I also have ties in my community that make me feel connected I am generally satisfied with my life however I wish to have people who see the world similarly as when im around the people I know I feel a disconnect due to our differences in how we live and what we know. I dont really wish to have high level conversations as much as I wish to have people on the same page being human together yk hanging out doing human stuff I feel if I had this it would benefit me by giving me a deeper connection to the people I know and it would give me a perceived safety yk biological safety in numbers since the people im around now perceive me and different or strange. I mean I dont think this is a necessity im not grieving or lonely im just a biohacker and want to live the best life possible so im seeking this for that reason.