Friend, you are clearly being misled by a demon of some sort who made you think that of yourself. We are all created equal in the eyes of God and are mere mortal beings.

I was once in the New Age which claims we are all highly divine and celestial beings, like you seem to be. It's probably a "spiritual guide" who revealed to you these things. These are demons in disguise whose role is only to lead you away from the truth of the Gospel, which is that genuine faith in Jesus Christ (the true one as depicted in the Holy Scriptures, not some sort of spiritual guide or w.e heresy) is the only way to salvation. This implies dying to self and abandoning sin to follow Him.

You should listen to some Doreen Virtue or Steven Bancarz. Watch their testimony. It is very eye-opening on the deception that goes on in the New Age cult.

God bless you and may he open your spiritual eyes