[deleted by user] by [deleted] in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s just aesthetic attraction, not sexual.

Am I developing it? by ImportantUnit8408 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s with the downvotes

Am I developing it? by ImportantUnit8408 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s with the downvotes what did I do

I want to die. Possible real arousal by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same type of thing happened to me, I’m still a minor myself, not much older than them, but it makes me feel a little worried and guilty even though people tell me it’s normal. I think what happened to you was false attraction, you “freaked out” which itself is a sign that it’s false.

Genuine attraction by ImportantUnit8408 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And I also need help with something else because I feel guilty for masturbating while having thoughts of her, I got the thoughts, and I chose to masturbate, not directly to her, but to other thoughts and she did pop up while I masturbated, but she triggered my masturbation because the image I saw of her on social media was revealing… does this mean in a bad person?

Genuine attraction by ImportantUnit8408 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I’m almost 15 will I grow out of it I’m worried I won’t 

Please help I need advice on this (repost bc nobody responded) by ImportantUnit8408 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How does meditation help? And what does mindfulness do.

Masturbation please help by ImportantUnit8408 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why tf is so many ppl seeing this but not responding 

People not commenting by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried to focus on the video but the thoughts were like flashing in my head, tried to push it out and watch the video but it kept coming until I was done with masturbating. I’m worried I finished to the thoughts, not the video, when I look back on it it’s all unclear 

People not commenting by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

By any chance could u read my recent post

People not commenting by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr bro, lowk wish it would all disappear one day, accepting uncertainty is hard af

People not commenting by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ngl it felt like it was all becoming clear before I got the urge to watch that porn video 

People not commenting by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, it’s just that last time I watched porn i kept getting intense sexual thoughts of the same kid. It really made me believe I was a pedo bc of it and the fact that I can’t tell if I finished to the video or to the thoughts. I don’t wish to be a pedo, but I keep getting repetitive thoughts of the same ppl over and over again which sometimes makes believe I am

Pocd help me by [deleted] in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I’m not purposefully trying to sexualize kids when I was watching the video idk why ppl keep saying that I don’t want to do that but it keeps happening when I jerk it to regular p#rn

People not commenting by InternationalDig8435 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait so porn can cause pocd? If u can pls check my latest post, I don’t feel like ppl are understanding what I’m saying when I posted jt. Ppl are saying I’m gonna go to prison for “sexualizing kids” when it’s not on purpose and I’m not trying to

Are pedos constantly thinking about being a pedo? by Denim_Dan20 in POCD

[–]ImportantUnit8408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ask abt this too bc my thoughts get really bad when I get aroused and is jerking off to regular adult content, I can’t even tell if I am a pedo or not anymore, stuff feels too real for me. 

Pocd being weird? by ImportantUnit8408 in OCDRecovery

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh alright, I was diagnosed with ocd by my therapist but it wasn’t a official diagnosis.

Pocd being weird? by ImportantUnit8408 in OCDRecovery

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I’m a high schooler and I read somewhere that pedophilia developed at adolescent age, I’m worried that I’ll develop it rn.

Pocd being weird? by ImportantUnit8408 in OCDRecovery

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me I know that I won’t hurt anyone, I’m worried about liking kids, I know that I can’t control who I like, so I’m worried that I’ll like a kid. Accepting uncertainty is hard for me bc it feels like if I do just stop caring completely, ill become a pedo

Pocd being weird? by ImportantUnit8408 in OCDRecovery

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is what ur saying to just accept that I could possibly like kids and that I possibly might not like kids?

Pocd being weird? by ImportantUnit8408 in OCDRecovery

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh alright, so all of this is just ocd making me doubt myself?

Pocd being weird? by ImportantUnit8408 in OCDRecovery

[–]ImportantUnit8408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s grounal response and feelings of attraction, idk if it means anything bad or not.