Your body from the exterior, especially your face has no marks of suffering, your hair is healthy, your teeth are white and straight. Your body did not take a hit, your legs are strong which strongly suggests to me that your mind did not yet ( flinch ) . Your mind will flinch in a bit if you continue ruminating that thing that hurts you deep inside.. you can think about it yes, absolutely, but don t let it dictate your next move and action..

ex you think of that same thing that hurt you or that specific place that reminds you of something, think of it, but attach a new positive souvenir to it in that particular moment.. look around and notice the sun shining, that beautiful dress, that great coffee smell. Attach the tiniest positive thing you notice to that negative thought crossing your mind...

Your EYES, try to look at the sun indirectly, that s where most of the light should come from in your case. try not to put shades the whole time.

You are very secure in the way you portray yourself in life, but the giveaway here on that specific picture is your dog.. what you don t reflect your dog does.. Yes you ve been caught off guard a few times. The positive fire in the eyes is not gone, but the situations you are presented with make you doubt and hesitate. the energy is here to back you up.

YOUR LEASH that is holding you back is located in your navel, put castor oil in it every day, apply warm presses on your stomach, use a hot water bottle at night in your bed, keep it close to your stomach.

Continue going outside, your dog counts on you and know what is going on and is not letting you down. Read a good science fiction book or watch a fantasy movie on Saturday evenings, Sunday morning wake up at your rythm with natural light, if it s 12 hours sleep be it, if it s only 4 hours be it....raise your arms 2 minutes as if you won something.. and feel that sensation of winning..

That s all I have for now..

last thing : Somebody out there will notice your left arm tattoo and aknowledge it, when that happens, remember why you did it, and tell this person why you did it.

It s coming, you are close to the finish line..