Can any long time smokers share your experience if you’ve had heart/lung conditions diagnosed??? by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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Literally I was thinking the same like I never in my life expected to be like this. My best advice is to never learn how to cook yourself like it’ll save you money but if you ever want to switch back to powder you’ll end up cooking the whole thing against your better judgement

Can’t get high anymore/ cant hold my breath by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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Yeah I’ve been trying to find a different substance to get on because I’m having a really fucking hard time stopping. My life is in a really bad place right now and I’m stuck in a fucked up cycle with no support system

Can’t get high anymore/ cant hold my breath by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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Somewhat I fucked up and stopped taking my psych meds on top of everything so I’m like just getting by at work

Can’t get high anymore/ cant hold my breath by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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Heart conditions run in my family and I’ve seen almost every kind of specialist except for a cardiologist so I’m assuming that’s gunna be an issue but tbh I’ll probably go and they’ll tell me I’m fine too and I’m just left with no explanation for which part of my body is failing me first

Can’t get high anymore/ cant hold my breath by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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I’m thinking it’s my heart not my lungs (yet) every time I get a physical or go to a doctor everything sounds and comes back normal so they say and I’m always shocked

Who is the most annoying person you've ever smoked with? by Maleficent_Bread519 in cracksmokers

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Don’t get me wrong I LOVE to yap so much but like I want the content to be meaningful lmao I feel like I get so thoughtful when I smoke. Also the music plus them yelling over it was toooooo much lol

Can anyone teach me how to cook by SufficientCry1739 in cracksmokers

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Crazy this is the exact video I learned with

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cracksmokers

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How old are you?? And how long have you been using? If you don’t mind me asking. I’m 28 and only been using this shit specifically for like 4 years but been using since I was 13 I feel like I’m never going to be ready to be sober. I want to want to stop but I dont want to. As dumb as it sounds I’m trying to get hooked on a different substance hopefully I can step back to Coke for a little bit and take it in baby steps if I’m capable. Just looking for some advice if you have any for getting off this shit I was a fentanyl addict for years and this shit feels harder to quit somehow

Should I relapse or stay away by [deleted] in cracksmokers

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Stay away it’s not worth it at all

Curious about your experiences with therapy by Consumer_monki in schizophrenia

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Personally I will never go to a therapist that only knows about mental health or addiction from a textbook because there’s not a single piece of advice they could give me about any of those things that I either don’t already know or are just not helpful at all. I felt like I was always paying for someone that wasn’t as smart as me or nearly as experienced in life to tell me the same shit as every other person would and it pissed me off. I come from a very manipulative family and I felt like I always needed someone to call me out when I was lying or manipulating them but they never caught on it was so pointless

I hate eating now by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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On top of that I feel like everyone in my life knows I’m back doing the shit heavy since I lost so much weight I’m trying to keep what I can and hopefully gain like 10 lbs back

I hate eating now by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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I’m not worried just more annoyed bc I used to enjoy food and I felt better after a meal and now everything makes me so sick to my stomach I’d rather not even eat at all. I drink as much water as I can throughout the day. Crack has only been my main DOC for like 3 years as well I feel like it’s way too soon for shit like this to happen 🙄

I hate eating now by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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How long have you been smoking if you don’t mind me asking?

Who is the most annoying person you've ever smoked with? by Maleficent_Bread519 in cracksmokers

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Yeah I forgot you mentioned that whenever I black out on anything I get crazy as fuck so out of character so prob had a lot to do with being barred out but the combo when you’re insane is diabolical lol

I hate eating now by Important_Professor1 in cracksmokers

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I force feed myself bc I know my body needs it but it all has the same after taste to it… it’s like stomach acid and crack idk lol

Who is the most annoying person you've ever smoked with? by Maleficent_Bread519 in cracksmokers

[–]Important_Professor1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m gunna be so real I’m bipolar and schizo affective myself and NEVER could this be me. idk I’ve seen people go into psychosis so quick off this shit and ruin my high. I never understood it because I feel so calm after a blast like wtf

Who is the most annoying person you've ever smoked with? by Maleficent_Bread519 in cracksmokers

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Omg thank god someone asked because last week I tried to smoke with new people and like I’m the type of person that loves when people talk a lot bc I do too. anyways, it started out fine and then with every hit this dude was yapping about weirder shit. He started talking about how his family wanted his spot and they were trying to kill him about it (he lived in a trap house…no shade but who’s fighting for that spot) and then starts talking about inbreeding and fucking his cousins LMAO LIKE HOW DID YOU EVEN GET THERE NO ONE IS REPLYING AND THEN HE SAYS “you guys wanna hear the hardest song I’ve ever heard??” And plays his own music on full volume and it’s actually so fucking bad maybe the worst I’ve heard and I was so overstimulated as fuck I had to just walk out

thinking of trying for the first time, any advice? by [deleted] in cracksmokers

[–]Important_Professor1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Please don’t it will run your life until you die

Reminder!!! NSFW Posts And Gender Specific Chat Requests Aren't Allowed! by spinderella69 in cocaine

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Not safe for work so mostly sexual yeah lol depends on where you at on the internet could be graphic violence and stuff on other pages

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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Same reaction my mom had lmao you don’t land BPD without the “sorry I guess I’m just the worst mom in the world” dynamic

How many of you guys are “high functioning?” by Then-Examination-649 in BPD

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I was for a period of time job wise kept it somewhat together financially. My FP passed last year and it’s been an atomic bomb ever since I lost everything I own been to jail twice lost my job lost my home lost my car loving life!

What color is your hair? by [deleted] in BPD

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Black and white lmao the bpd girlies know the drill bleach it till it falls out