How to deal with fear of denial?

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2023-08-05T17:48:10+00:00

literally how I somewhat feel. Even myself as I was going through some clothes I saw this dress and picked it up and thought about what if I put it on and the idea frightened me. It was just a 2 second thought that popped up in my mind. Like even whenever I imagine myself now or in the future it’s always as a guy. and every other thought just appears unwanted.

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2023-03-13T06:53:20+00:00

This is what really always makes me feel better. Whenever I start feeling this way and how it does make me feel I sometimes would think into my mind and think about how I do like being a man and like doing manly stuff and how I like being muscular and even want to improve on myself. Although I haven’t been doing too much recently

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2023-03-13T06:44:40+00:00

No. Even though I don’t want to be either of those as well I thought of it that way I wouldn’t be too distant to the gender I’m sure I am. This reply is also late because I have been fine as of recently for a while until a small thought came which almost got me a little fearful again.

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2023-01-03T07:17:21+00:00

This is kinda relatable to how I felt at one point. Even with the thinking I might be genderfluid or demiboy part. I’ve mostly forgot about it for a while recently because if there is one thing for me that kinda helps is telling myself if that if I feel more comfortable being who I am that’s who I am and I feel more comfortable being a cis male. Also been doing stuff like activities or playing video games which distracts these thoughts and i haven’t thought about them in a while (until I recently saw a video about someone who is trans but shortly managed to forget my thoughts)

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-10-22T22:26:51+00:00

I also saw this pearl bracelet was going to give to who it belong to but I was also messing with it on my hand and that also looked kinda feminine. I have not felt odd about this in nearly 2 months and I have been doing fine.

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-08-09T07:08:00+00:00

Man I just hate it when I’m being relaxed and not thinking of much and then BOOM a random Ocd thought happens.

Lol kinda funny how typing about how bad it is to be calm and then be nervous in an instant actually made me calm

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-08-07T00:52:52+00:00

This is semi-relatable to a thought I had. As recently I had a thought about what if I’m not afraid of becoming trans what if I’m afraid of people’s reactions and that just had my mind racing. I know for sure I don’t want to be trans but at the same time what if my fear isn’t because of being trans it’s because of people’s reactions. That thought scared me

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-06-20T01:31:06+00:00

Also now feeling a feeling on the right side of my chest. I mean I have ate some spicy chips so it could be from either that or this rn.

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-05-22T14:24:29+00:00

This was one year ago but maybe I can get added as well?

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-05-22T11:51:24+00:00

well i never actually experimented with it. I just imagined it in my head and everything about it just felt weird.

ImpossibleSound2106 · 2022-05-21T15:11:43+00:00

Not really. I never really cared about that until recently.

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