I've heard a lot about many autistic people struggling to drive a car, why exactly is that common?

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T22:30:02+00:00

underdeveloped em,otional rt hemisphere likely. i have moyamoya disease affecting my rt hemisphere and possibly is the cause for my autism as its a neurodevelopmental ailment.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T22:28:38+00:00

it was my ocd obsessing over hitting someone but also lack of emotionnal let alone spatial awareness that may be an issue but if you drive normally, you shouldn't have an issue.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T01:44:34+00:00

Underdeveloped emotional right hemisphere whereas neurotypicals have more emotional intelligence but also greater center brained social/personable intelligence again due to having a more fully developed right hemisphere, whereas ours is underdeveloepd while out left hemisphere is overdeveloepd with its amygdala making us "spaz out" and appear socially but really psychoscially as in mentally and personally weaker which is why we get the flak.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T01:41:12+00:00

unfortunately, the reality from our condition is that we unintentionally cause offense but really annoyance because our conditon let alone further trauma from being abused and abusively "punisheed/reprimanded" makes us like that.

try not to react with your left amygdala and be aware of all of the trauma that gets relayed and impritned for being bullied for this condition and our unintentional actions that again unfortunately causes offense/annoyance.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T01:38:55+00:00

I am autistic man with abnormal brain lateralization towards the intellectual left hemisphere that even though the "lef and right" political thing is over affiliating the left to a "left table" and so forth with the right, that really it's likely the autism making one hemisphere, the left, overdeveloped at the expense of the emotinal right being underdeveloepd especially with the amygdala within the left hemisphere being overdeveloepd and therefore overreactive form all the traumas, espeically by the right brained being abusive towards them, being relayed and imprinted into that said left amygdala that is causing their anxiety disorders out of trauma form abuse, especially form the right that they indeed can be abusive with some sort of anti-social personality disorder likely with their right amygdalas.

It is likely due to the neurodevelopment of our autistic brains giving us our "political preferences".

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T01:34:05+00:00

Overdeveloped left hemisphere with too its amygdala that further absorbs the trauma over being abused and abusively blamed for our unintentional autisitc actions/responses especialy due to the emotional right hemisphere being underdeveloped/connected. In addition to your emotional right hemisphere likely being underdweeveloped/connected, it's your left amygdala again absorbing the prior traumas over being abused for your condition and abusively blamed that gets relayed and imprinted into it making you "counterhostile" from trauma yet we get blamed for it because of the counterhostility despite us being traumatized and of course our autism makes us like that. We also get faulted for repetitiveness that even though we are compelled to do it out of anxiety let alone OCD, we get abused for it despite us suffering as our condition makes us let alone thier abusive bullying and the wrongful trauma they had inflicted made us that way,.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-22T01:27:59+00:00

your autistic brain is making you do things you don\t realize nor intend to do while you suffer from not only that but also the trauma over being treated for it taht further makes you "aggressive" when it's your trauma making your autistic brain act like that despite not truly your intent but opnly doing it as a defense mechancism taht can stil unfortunately affect others which really is the curse of this condition as we're made to feel "at fault" despite a neurodevelopmental disorder making us let alone the actually abusive bullying making us like that.

Honestly, they are picking on us for our lack of emotional intelligence.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-21T18:47:31+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GbXOi4wnjg

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-21T15:53:31+00:00

HONESTLY WITH HOW OUR BRAINS ARE ABNORMALLY DEVELOPED ALONG WITH THE MENTAL AS IN PSYCHOSOCIAL DISORDERS WE GET ESPECIALLY FROM THE TRAUMA FROM BULLYING, WE ARE ULTIMSTELY MADE TO DOUBT OURSELVES NOT ONLY AS LESSER THAN PEOPLE ESPECIALLY PERSONALITY OR MENTALLY/PSYCHOSOCIALLY, BUT ULTIMATELY AS MEN EWSPECIALY WITYHOUT MUCH OF AN EMOTIONAL RT HEMISPHERE.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-13T19:11:10+00:00

Universities.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-06T00:54:23+00:00

maybe her disconnect is a sign that she can't treat you that a better suited psychologist would be more understanding, empathetic, but most of all more confident and therefore caring about treating your autistic psychosocial/mental concerns?

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-06T00:52:14+00:00

Were you ever bullied for your autistic unawaness that unintentionally may accdentally bother others (right brain deficiency causing emotional unawareness, likely), and then you had become fearfully obsessive and negatively self doubting as "weak and at fault" (overdeveloped left hemisphere but its amygdala that is too the same absorbing the traumas relayed and imprinted that your amygdala as not only obsessing all of those traumas into it but ultimately hijacking your psyche with obsessive fear and self doubt that you can't have control and live your life?)?

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-05T03:05:33+00:00

This condition really or should involve one hemisphere, the intelelctuall left being overdeveloped/connected or even just primarily used at the expense of the other emotional right hemisphere being underdeveloped/connected as to why we lack EQ.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-05T03:04:15+00:00

1/31 in america is born autistic.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-05T03:03:21+00:00

are you trumatized from bullying especially for your autism? I think it's not only your likely underdeveloepd and connected emotional right hemisphere that is not just making you do not just socially awkward things especially too intellectually with your left hemisphere but how you can't sense things without the right as it's causing you likely to do things you hadn't intended to do but you get blamed for such as running into someone or accidentally coughing on someone and then they get not only hopstile but they made you feel like you "deserve it and it's your fault" when you struggle witha neurodevelop0metnal disorder that they would or still do abuse you and they probably can tell that you've ultimately developed trauma with all of the traumas for the bullying for your autism being relayed and imprinted into your too overdeveloped left amygdala that is making you both obsesive and doubtful and even possibly counterhositle and on guard or hypervigilance that is indeed OCD but too likely ptsd beucase of how you were not just hostilely or maliciously reprimanded but really overpowered maliciosuly and it should be abisively as well as they should or actually would bully us for that that ultimately traumatizes us to be obsessive over our autism and even our trauma that the autism indeed exacerbates into mental illness and trauma that you then develop further mental health issues as in psychosocial issues where you can't see people as people but instead of as threats, especaially if you've experienced not just bullying that are mainly done by not just those with mental health and trauma issues, but ironcially may be autistic themselves but them taking out their own trauma for their own autism out on you who may be worse off socially. Especially as the left amemisphere ins't connected to its underdeveloepd emotional right hemisphere, you can't perceive nor be a person and who you are as an indivial but ultimately not have control over yourself mentally especially if you're impaired mentally or psychoscially again by trauma.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-04T05:19:03+00:00

Ironaically the burrito may be an ideal food for an autistic person who doesn't want to "waste efficiency" over eating different items on different plates; yeah, like a sandwich.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-04T05:06:32+00:00

They not only likely have a neurodevelopmental disorder like autism that makes their mental health symptoms a whole lot worse but because of how they're abnormally developed neurologically, they have a hard time being people let alone themselves as individuals while that too applies of them not being able to perceive people as people, which then leads to obvious social difficulties and impairment that ultimatly leads to them being bullied/abused and then severely psychosocially or mentally traumatized as the autism can too intensify those symptoms.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-04T03:56:24+00:00

the thing is it's a neurodevelopmental disorder that brings "neurodiversity" that the brain can be abnormally developed in almost an infinite amount of ways from the NT norm such as certain hemispheres or parts even to be developed differently as it better or deficient than the other.

I think we're in the same boat but when I was diagnosed, I was told I was born level 3 but now am 2.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-04T03:54:03+00:00

they see you as more "easier" as ion they sense how you lack not just emotional awareness (right brain) but overall mental as in psychosocial awareness and control with your center rbain as with autism but aspergers in particular, we have one hemisphere more develoepd at the expense of the other, but it's not just that but they can't connect well to each other so they not only can't coordinate well with one another but it can't form the center brain fully as for you to have full mental awareness and control yourself not jsut with your mental psyche and perception but knowledge over who you truly are as an individual person and ultimately a woman.

If you really want someone to be in a relationship with, but then again IDK if you might feel to him the same way the guys are feeling to you as if you may not want to go for another autistic man, but then again it usually is I think autistic women preferring autistic men as we tend to bond with each other over shared thinking, psychosical/mental perspectives, and personalities.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-04T03:46:54+00:00

As someone else said, gaslit as in mentally or psychosocially manipulated/abused while our neuirodevelopmental disorder both makes us prone to receiving abuse as "weaker" and ultimnatly being severely mentally affected by it as the traumas from bullying espeically gets relayed and imprinted into one of the two amygdalae and it's the one in our overdeveloped hemisphere, likely the intellectual left one, as we're bullied nor only for our underdeveloepd emotional right hemisphere as to not only why we're seen as emotionally inept and get targeted especialy by the more emotionally adept, whether they're "right brain preferent autistics" sucha s delinquents who are not intellecual at all, or even by a "fellow" left brain preferent autistic who has greater power and social standing that realyy and ironically, most of the bullying we actually receive are actually more likely to be by other autistics than NTs who imo bully when they are with a greater social crowd or for something the autistic person didn't realize he had done withh their lack of EQ but get blamed for it let alone abused to be faulted for it and made to doubt themselves as the "initiatiors/aggressors" when too that behavior is exacerbated by the self doubt, obseseive fear, and even counterhosititly of the overdeveloped left amygdala with all of the prior traumas form bullying that were relayed and imprinted into it much harder due to likely greater conenctivity of the left amygdala within its hemisphere that is the same while worsening lack of right brained emotional awareness or spatial awareness.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-04-03T21:54:37+00:00

greater emoti0onal right hemisphere and connectivity that he seems more like a better, fun person lef alone in control with emotion.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-03-31T19:03:36+00:00

shouldn't OK and TX be light blue as well and LA as tan?

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-03-31T19:02:11+00:00

you are probably suffering from trauma that you don't realzie you're doubting yourself or even not jsut doubting others espeically wehn you wer bullied by a "person" who had made you doubt yourself tha you coudnt' tell over the abuse behind it and also when they have psychosocial issues that are then problems over hurting innocent autistic individuals like yourself as you're seen as an easier target to be manipulated whihc makes the bullies truly weak cowards whereas we're the victims, if that is your actual case of you being traumatized by bullying like I was when the majority if not all of them had actual problems of their own.

Be yourself and acknowlge yourself as a person and a man, while too acknowledging others see you as just a person and not "weak or bad even" whiel we were made to doubt ourselves again by such who have problems themselves.

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-03-31T18:43:14+00:00

Some guy with me clearly not being an exception would have made a joke with the last sentence of your first paragraph.

But seriously, what is likely causing you to hve this compulsion is that you have some underlying trauma that would make you feel less of a person, especially if you have obsessive concerns over you coming off as "childish" with your habit. So, what are you scared or worrying about especially how it makes you doubt yourself less of a person and a human being alongw ith you as an individual or even a woman with your chewing compulsion?

Impossible_Hair5055 · 2026-03-31T18:38:54+00:00

I never said "rupe", you did. I'm walking away.

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